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the writer  Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips  dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 6:27 PM
First Experience So Saturday the 28th of May I had my first real taste of some "serious" work. Yeah. Serious. All the previous shoots I did was basically more of a fun kind of thing. With friends where I can simple relax and do whatever I want. There wasn't any pressure to produce results but this one that just passed me by, needed results. Well, nobody said it but I assume if I am like the main photographer there, results are an understatement don't you think? How did I did? After looking at the pictures....I think I pretty much did alrite for a beginner. Hey, I am still new ok in this field. Very raw and I am still muddling around the pool. I don't wanna jump into the deep end to simply end up drowning don't I? I'll take this as a very valuable experience, for sure. Qyno was being awesome that day. Really she helped out alot. I can't imagine doing everything alone. That's scary. She's quite a character I must say. Perks me up each time she laughed. Haha! I wonder how will she react when it is HER turn to be in the wedding dress eh. Mampos kau! Hahahaha! The models for the day was good. I can sense that all of them are very fresh. Nervous shattering emotion written all over their faces. It's as if that by standing in front of me they are expecting me to go terminator on them ya know. Well....all except one. Her name? Nurul Shakinah. She was the first in line for the shoot and boy am I glad I picked her FIRST. Beauty is one thing. The 5 girls there are beautiful in their own ways. Each is unique. But this girl. Hah. Simply naturellle. I don't NEED to tell her what to do. Okay maybe I did, but just a bit and then snap snap snap snap snap. Easy on the lense. Would love to work with her again in future. There's a couple more males and females that I wanna work with. But I need to go thru their pictures AGAIN to see whether are they the right type for my next few shoots. I simply can't wait. Ouh well, monday is almost drawing to a close. 6 more hours, and then it will be June FIRST. YES IT IS ALREADY JUNE!! My gooodness. Now, someone is gonna be happy in June. Gonna get some loving aye? Hehehehe! Anyways, I'm outta here. Dusk is setting in. I better lay the barricades for the fort to withstand the creatures circling the night skies. Else, I might need to pick up a thing or two from Sam and Dean Wichester. Shheeesh! Too much!! Have a blessed Monday ya'all! xoxo. AJ PS: Click HERE to join my fan page and then you can see my saturday bridal photoshoot pictures. Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 11:40 AM
Busy Up Weekend It is a long weekend and boy do I need this. There is plenty of plans up ahead. Andi's birthday party today & a bridal shoot tomorrow, which means, I'm left with Sunday as a free day...I think. Unless something pops up. Yeah. Basically there is nothing much that I would like to update. Things has been picking up. Albeit slowly, at the least it is getting better instead of worst, right? Insyallah, ALLAH will provide guidance to me and to those who HE wills. Amin. Well, I am gonna go back to my stuffs now. Watch wrestling!! Yeay! How fun and relaxing the morning is. Already have my kopi-o in hand. That's about it. Have an awesome long weekend lovelies!! xoxo. AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 11:10 PM
Life Is A Roller Coaster I hate leaving my blog stagnant, but there's nothing I can do. Okay maybe there IS something. STOP FACEBOOKING! Hmmm...that seems to be a rather impossible task don't you think? I mean...facebook is becoming part of my life now. It is my homepage of my web browser. It is the FIRST page I go to whenever there's internet access. Be it in office, wireless hotspots....you name it. FACEBOOK is the one thing I'll do. Like Ronan Keating's song...life has indeed been very much of a roller coaster ride. There is some point where you feel that you are up there ya know and then all of a sudden you feel the whole thing surge down and simply made a fool out of your emotion. But unlike the roller coaster, you are not in the comfort and safety of your seat. Life's roller coaster simply has no seatbelts, no cushion landings, no water tracks. Just you, your instinct and whatever you wanna put right here. With every decision made, every word said, every actions portrayed...there is bound to be ripple effect. The whiplash. The consequences. Be it good or bad, it is something inevitable. Life is all about the ripple effect. One action led to a reaction. That is how life works. By any means, it isn't rocket science, so each and everyone of us should understand that. Well, the long weekend is almost upon us. I am on leave on thursday. Mhmm. Will be spending time with gf I guess. What's the plan? Nothing concrete yet. Friday is Andi's birthday celebration. Saturday is a photoshoot with Qyno, some bridal thingy. Sunday....nothing yet. Gf time again. We'll see how things play itself out. Nonetheless, packed week ahead and I can't wait to get it going! Goodnight my friends! xoxo. AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
Weekends Boomz! It has been a week since I last touched my blog. I have indeed been busy as of late. Commitments to work, relationship, friends, hobbies...you name it. Time is nowhere near to stop and take a breather. It simply passes us by just like that and I don't like it one bit but there's nothing in this world can do about it. Period. One more reason is the fact that Manchester United did NOT win the Premier League title and having to be satisfied with second place is an insult. Yes, an insult. MANCHESTER UNITED DO NOT DO SECOND PLACE. Urgh! On the sporting weekend last week, that is the only disappointment that I encountered. Leeds United got promoted into the championship. And in FI, REDBULL got a podium finish thru mark webber. BRILLIANT! Sebastian Vettel braved thru' his mechanical problems. *Phew* That was previous previous weekend. The latest weekend that just past us by, damn I had alot of laugh and fun. Mhmmm. On Saturday, after such a long time, I met Tubby. Behind that bubbly sweet face of her, is a crying girl. I didn't know she needed a listening ear that badly. And for her to open up to her "big brother" (me), really made me realised how me as a person have an impact in the lifes of these people. I mean, c'mon...I am just your normal happy-go-lucky santa cruising plain simple joe. And having an impact where people choose you to confide the most sensitive of issues is a comforting fact. I wonder how many more friends of mine are facing issues and simply am waiting for a trustworthy confidant. All and all, I guess it made me learnt to NOT wait for months before your next meetup with a close friend. Try to do a monthly kinda thing. Who knows, they might be needing you more than ever... That is Saturday. Sunday was awesome!! SENTOSA!! Do I NEED to spell the word fun for you? Guess not eh. It has always been an enjoyable time whenever I am anywhere near the beach, especially Sentosa. The smiling faces of people, the sun, sand and water. I think I am more to this beach boy rather than your rockstar. Mhmmm. I prefer the laidback chillax mindset. Life's a beach. Sounds nice? Hehehehehe! And I am very in love with Wavehouse! VERY!! Ouh well...it is already 12 past midnight. Turning in time. Else I'll end up waking up late....AGAIN. Yikes! Have a good Tuesday my lovelies! xoxo. AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 9:39 PM
World Cup Ripoff The weekdays has come and we are now dawning upon the midweek, Wednesday. Geez. I feel like life is on an express mode or something. Urgh. If ever I'm being asked what do I want in life, I would love to ask for more time. Or in fact, slower pace in terms how time simply zigzagzoomyzoomzoom passed us. I'll be having 3 straight late nights at work. Meaning? I'll be ending work around 9-ish from wednesday to friday. YES. FUCK MY LIFE OK. I really need and wish to do something about this. Haiz. But then again, this IS the best platform for my sideline photography project. Mhmm. I'll think about it. The world cup is around the corner! Damn and the price released by starhub and singtel? $70.62! RIPOFFF!! People from countries like Indonesia and Malaysia are watching it for FREE. FREE DAMNIT FREE!! My gooodness. Singapore with all her riches, still fail to deliver herself to make the good folks like us feel proud to be a singaporean. It is the WORLD CUP. BPL and all, I can understand. But WORLD CUP? (P)ay (A)nd (P)ay! It is time to dig out that huge antenna (if I still have it) and source it from our neighbouring country. PLEASE HOPEFULLY CAN! If not, I have to pay. Okay not that someone is holding a gun on my head but I wanna watch the world cup ok. Once in 4 years. ONCE. Idiot. Urgh. I am heaving a huge headache all because of 7062. I need milk. Have a good night my friends. xoxo. AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 9:30 AM
Assumptions Not The Way Beautiful saturday morning! Ahhhh what a nice feeling to be resting at home. I should by the way. As I'm feeling a wee bit under the weather. Make that ALOT please. It started with a sore throat, then flu, then cough and I am sensing fever. YIKES!! I should stay indoors and not go out? Bahhhh. My colleague says that new h1n1 cases are being discovered and it is on the rise. My goodness. I hope mine is simply a weather problem kinda thing. As of late, I've went pretty deep into my own thoughts. Meaning? I wanna do things which bring me closer to ALLAH S.W.T. and seriously, I do feel like I am. It does sound corny in a way but it brings about peace, calm within me. I do get stressed on certain issues at times but I think of ALLAH S.W.T., I felt that HE will somehow protects and shield me away from these issues. Masya-allah. I need and want to make this saying "Do what ALLAH S.W.T. ask you to do, and leave the things HE does not want you to do behind" a principles in my life. No doubt I will be having problems adjusting to it cause I'm not as perfect as an angel or anywhere close to our prophet Muhammad S.A.W. to really discipline myself to this. But I'll try and give it a go and see where it brings me. I am pretty sure that I'll be looked at from a whole different angle. Be it good or bad that people think of me, I'll just tawakal to ALLAH S.W.T. so HE can lead me to the life that HE had planned out for me. What is my opinion on this NEW aura about me? I feel...well let's put it this way....more happy with my innerself. I MIGHT be shunned away by friends. I know family won't. In fact I think they'll love it, especially mom. She has always been wanting me to be the leader of the family in terms of religion wise. Maybe that is wise she named me AMIR. The leader, the crown prince of the family. Hey it's not self-proclaimed ok, that is what AMIR means in arabic. Hahahaha! Dad isn't the most strongest in terms of religion, and mom is a female. So I think I want to step up and insyallah, with me doing that, my happy family can be more meriah and closer. AMIN. On the topic of religion, I have a few friends who encountered bad experience being dished out by our "good" muslimah. I'm referring to those muslim sisters who donned the hijab. These "good" muslimahs, appear demure and lovely but has a bad attitude. And this means that when they see another fellow muslim sisters who doesn't wear the hijab, they start rolling their eyes and talking bad things behind her back. Now, did Islam ever taught us that? If so, where is the hadith stating that? I don't believe so. By doing that, these bunch are simply in the class of the normal girls who doesn't wear the hijab. It makes you no less special. Islam taught us, to be beautiful inside outside. What is the use of covering up and then being bad to people? What's the use of being nice and performing the solat and then not covering the aurat for the world to see when we are outside? Doing one thing doesn't make you deserve the term a good muslim. Why not do both? Like when you are in the hijab, be nice. And when you are being nice, don the hijab? It does sounds easy but I am fully aware of the plenty of complications that surrounds these issues. But whatever complications there is, IF we follow ALLAH's askings, HE will provide us with solutions. No HE won't solve problems for us, but HE will provide solutions and then, it will be up to us to take it up on us. I am not that much concern on the brothers of Islam. For some reason, I think it is much more easy to soften a man's heart and mind about these things. It's just my personal opinion. As I walk down Geylang day in day out, I've seen with my eyes the various types of our muslim sisters. Be it good or bad. And when some lacks one of the above main factor, some even lack both and simply appear "gone case". It is not my job to ridiculed these bunch but I am sad for them. The kind of azab that they will go thru in their deathbed, during death, the torture of the grave and also when qiamat comes along, subhanallah. I don't even want to go further. Gives me the chill right down to my spine. I've been doing da'wah for almost 1 year now. I am still a noob in these but I have certainly learnt alot of things. ALOT. I've learnt to embrace challenges in a much more islamic way. And personally, I think our sisters in Islam, the ones wearing the hijab should instilled themselves with the right etiquettes of being a good muslim and use their appeal to do da'wah. Who knows, your kindness your smile your attitude can bring our sisters who has not don the hijab, a reason to do so. Not only them, but to anyone out there. Can be a non-muslim too or those who we claimed to be gone case. Insyallah, ALLAH will guide you to do good for the sake of Islam. I rest my case now. I need to rest and take my medications, else my fever might get worst. Haish. I hope one way or another, I got to reach out to you my lovely friends, and got you thinking. An advice from me: Do not let a bunch of rotten eggs spoil the whole basket. You will end up throwin the whole basket, along with the good ones. And when you buy a new basket, you might get ALL of the eggs spoilt. Take your pick. A basket with a few rotten eggs or a basket with ALL rotten eggs. x0x0. AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 10:16 PM
Tensed Up People always tend to look pass the fact that I have plenty on my mind. Maybe because I don't show it. Maybe because they can't read me. But as of now, I feel very tensed and stressed up. Seriously. I don't like telling people I am stress. I prefer being asked. Like, someone who can read me and just asked me what's wrong. But nahhhh....the only one who manages to come to that level are the besties. Andi, Ummar, Nas and Lily. I don't like troubling people but I too do have my moments where I need to simply talk to someone. And no I do not want to talk when there isn't a full concentration on me. One of my pet peeve is to talk to someone and then there's like tonnes of noises in the background. Be it on the phone or face to face, I simply want quietness so I can be in my comfort zone to voice out. Haizzzz... Ouh well, the world doesn't need this. The world needs AJ who cheers everyone up. I'll try ok. Promise. I'm still human, but I will try... x0x0. AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 11:01 PM
IRONMAN 2 IRONMAN 2 WAS OFF THE LIMIT! I love it, and it's worth the almost 2hrs plus of time sitting my butt at my favourite cinema EVER...THE GRAND CATHAY. No not cathay cineleisure or any other outlets. I specifically LOVES the grand cathay. Why? Just one reason. THX audio. BRILLIANT. Dolby is good, but I prefer THX. Excellency beyond imagination. Hahahaha! I feel like becoming Ironman now. I need some scrap metal to start. And an Audi to cruise in. Wooooots! There were a few cameo, hints being thrown into the movie. There was Captain America's shield, The Avengers formation and then the icing on the cake, the papa cameo of the movie being dropped right at the very end after the credits rolled...THE HAMMER OF THOR. Yes. THOR should and must be in the sequel of Ironman. Now THAT is something to look forward in life. Haaaaaappening ok! I can't wait! And ouh by the way, Prince of Persia....I wanna watch! Like a must watch if not I go bungee jumping with no strings attached. HONEY, can we go?! Hmmmm if you don't like movies, can you like come and sleep? Hehhehehhee! If honey don't feel like going, who wanna come huh huh?! Lily? Tubby? Or maybe Qyno? Nas told me he wanna watch. Ahhh can watch with the boys again la. Hehe! Thru the day well....I ate not much. I had chicken chop and kopi-o at Ernie's. Then bought apple juice for the movie. Halfway thru movie, me hungry! So go long john to have Grilled Seafood Feast with heaven & earth Ice Lemon Tea. Awwwwesome! The price was $7.90 on the board, but I only pay $7. Don't know why. Maybe the Pinoy manager thinks I'm handsome? Hahahaha! Cause I think I am today. Very rockstar-ish ok, and charming too with an assassin like smile. RIght honey? =P I shouldn't be feeling hungry....but somehow, I feel like I am. Plus, I am sleepy too. Honey have not end work. I think I wanna go roll around in bed. Have a good night sleep people. If you watched Ironman and didn't stay until the credits ended, here it is. Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 2:50 AM
Sorry Fellow Friends And the long weekend is here. Thank you very much! Geeez. I really welcome this particular weekend. Totally in need of some rest and relaxation, that is for sure. It has been getting very bumpy in terms of relationship matters between me and Alyss. We love each other, yes. But there are some peculiar issues between us that we need to iron out. Clash of personality, expectations, belief...things like these cause a weee bit of strain between us. But hey, what is a relationship without arguments huh? Even the lasting and longest of relationship have their problems but yet they found ways to compromise and simply continue what they started out together. Insyallah she and me, will continue fighting for what we believe in, together. On another note, a pressing issue is starting to form up. Family related. Let's just leave it at that for now. Heh. Random stuff alert. I feel like going KL, alone. I wanna travel alone. And for a start, I think KL would be ideal. No? Hmmm... Well, I better turn in now. I think I pretty much am gonna have a superb weekends! A whole ladda things have been planned out. Activities galore and I gotta feeling that I am being missed by my friends. Hahahhahhaha! Okay fine, I miss my friends ok. Very very much. Look my fellow mates, I know I used to be very close to each and everyone of you months ago. Easily said, when I was single. I am now blisfully attached, therefore my time has somewhat undergone major reconstruction. I may not have that much time for all of you, like I did before. I hope I am not being seen as someone who ditch friends when I found love. No I am not like that and never will. For it was YOU, MY FRIENDS, whom has stood by me ALL THE WHILE WHEN I WAS SINGLE. I promise, I'll make time ok. Next month onwards, I am gonna try and meet you and catch up. Goodnight fellas! X0X0, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |