the writer Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips ![]() dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 11:06 PM
Life's Fulfillment? Midweek. Yeah. Already a wednesday and I pretty much am left daunted at what happen to my weekends. I wonder why do things need to be so fast and then as if that is not enough, complications need to be set in. Why? Is testing our resolve a way for us to move up thru' the stages of life? Like in a game, where you need to level up just so you can proceed to the next stage. It seems like it to me. I am happy in life. But I do not know if I am happy as in happy. I have awesome friends. The most charismatic and loving girlfriend. Brilliant colleagues at work. Great family. So I really do not know what is this void that is in me. I feel one final piece of the puzzle is missing. Career. YES. Career. To be honest with you, I don't feel I am fulfillin my potential as a human being in my current job. It is a good job not great, not awesome. It is just GOOD. And GOOD for me, isn't enough to fill this emptiness sector. I want to do something worthwhile, something meaningful. Something which make me jump in my seat at the very thought of it. Haish. Off the top of my head, all I can think about is snapping pictures. The current job....well let's just say that the plus point of it all is it makes me a better Muslim. Okay that is a good thing right? But yeah...being a good muslim, you don't have to work in a muslim organization. Right? But helping people does give you that sense of belonging in this world. Like you are good and your existence are meant for something bigger. Like helping a fellow non-muslim towards to righteous path of Islam. Yeahhh... So, afterall maybe this is what bothers me. Hmmmm. I miss a whole of people too. I miss my boys Andi, Ummar & Nas. Then there's my girls. Tubby, Nurul, Fiza, Shazlyn, Lily, Qyno, Qin & Danica. There's actuall a few more others but I'll just give it a pass. And no people. I may have these gorgeous girls as someone I miss but in no way I am flirting with them. I am personally close to each and every one of them. No I am not a playboy. Never have been one. Maybe girls just find me comfortable to hangout with cause I offer true friendship without the thought of a relationship. And I hope they understands that, doesn't mean I have a girlfriend, they are forgotten. No girls, ALL of you are deeply being missed by me. I'll see you all soon, I promise!! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |