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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 11:06 PM
Life's Fulfillment?

Midweek. Yeah. Already a wednesday and I pretty much am left daunted at what happen to my weekends. I wonder why do things need to be so fast and then as if that is not enough, complications need to be set in. Why? Is testing our resolve a way for us to move up thru' the stages of life? Like in a game, where you need to level up just so you can proceed to the next stage. It seems like it to me.

I am happy in life. But I do not know if I am happy as in happy. I have awesome friends. The most charismatic and loving girlfriend. Brilliant colleagues at work. Great family. So I really do not know what is this void that is in me. I feel one final piece of the puzzle is missing. Career. YES. Career.

To be honest with you, I don't feel I am fulfillin my potential as a human being in my current job. It is a good job not great, not awesome. It is just GOOD. And GOOD for me, isn't enough to fill this emptiness sector. I want to do something worthwhile, something meaningful. Something which make me jump in my seat at the very thought of it. Haish. Off the top of my head, all I can think about is snapping pictures. The current job....well let's just say that the plus point of it all is it makes me a better Muslim. Okay that is a good thing right? But yeah...being a good muslim, you don't have to work in a muslim organization. Right? But helping people does give you that sense of belonging in this world. Like you are good and your existence are meant for something bigger. Like helping a fellow non-muslim towards to righteous path of Islam. Yeahhh...

So, afterall maybe this is what bothers me. Hmmmm. I miss a whole of people too. I miss my boys Andi, Ummar & Nas. Then there's my girls. Tubby, Nurul, Fiza, Shazlyn, Lily, Qyno, Qin & Danica. There's actuall a few more others but I'll just give it a pass. And no people. I may have these gorgeous girls as someone I miss but in no way I am flirting with them. I am personally close to each and every one of them. No I am not a playboy. Never have been one. Maybe girls just find me comfortable to hangout with cause I offer true friendship without the thought of a relationship. And I hope they understands that, doesn't mean I have a girlfriend, they are forgotten. No girls, ALL of you are deeply being missed by me. I'll see you all soon, I promise!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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