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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 12:38 AM
FIne I'm Okay

A speaker from Taiwan is in town, so it is back to the grind of doing extreme 12hrs shift for the next couple of days. As crazy and tiring as it may sound, the whole busy-ness is what at the very least keeps me up and got the adrenalin rush. Well, there isn't any public talk, just talks within the association itself. We termed it "In House Talk". And the first one is finally over so TWO more to go. On Saturday (24.04.2010) and Sunday (25.04.2010). If you are interested to find out more, click HERE.

Well that is for work. Personal life wise....I think I am doing fine. Yeah. Just fine.

Hmmm...am I? Really? To be honest with you lovely readers of mine...I don't know. I am very much in love yes that is true. But at the same time, there is always this lingering thought where I do not want to take advantage or be complacent on Alyss's love. She loves me and I love her, I am TOTALLY aware of that fact. But when you get into that comfort zone, sometimes you doze off ya see. And you take things for granted about each other. Something like a simple phonecall or text saying that you are home appears to be an issue. Mhmmm. I am not blabbering nonsense, I am simply stating facts that I learnt from my past, the HARD way. And it is not a sweet lesson to swallow, that is for sure. Bitter. Period. Heh.

Insecurity? Is that it? Yikes! I think this word is like the number ONE killer in relationship. It can cause the mountainous relationships to simply crumble with ease. Agree? Yeahh. I think it is safe to say that every one of us, faces insecurity when we found ourselves in relationship right? It is not wrong to feel that way. Afterall, we are humans who simply do not like or want to be hurt time and time again. So that is why this mind of us keep thinking about the nonsensical "what ifs" when it comes to the other partner.

Well if that's the case, maybe we can tackle the issue by always look on the bright side of life and simply surrender ourself to destiny. To fate. To the divine intervention for help. But I am not saying to simply ignore and stop working on making the relationship work. NO! I am simply stating for us to do our best and hopefully what we did is more than enough for that person we love. Different folks, different strokes right? Hehehe!

With that being said, I know I should be fine. Prolly I need to get my head back together again before I blow my wild very imaginative mind into a proportion unknown to the world. LOL! Relax abit and I should be fine. Yeah, I will be, insyallah. =)

Working again tomorrow. Gahhh. I'm off to bed. Have a good night rest people!! Stay classy and enjoy your weekends!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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