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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 10:23 PM
Recharging Thursday

What a Tuesday! I am fully recharged from yet another relaxing day with doing absolutely nothing but watching wrestling on tele. Mhmm. How I wish for more days like these. Right.....dream on AJ. LOL! But seriously, it has been a rather rechargin' experience. I can't wait to get back to work feeling refresh and hopefully motivated. There is simply so many factors which makes me dread coming to work. My close colleagues like Junaidi and Ardian and a couple more other peeps are awesome. But the damn bloody ones which makes my blood boil are the ones that make me coming to work such a lazy one. Nonetheless, I'll use the friends that I have as a motivating factor to excel. Insyallah.

Nas came over to spend the day here. Along with me, he is an avid fan of wrestling. If only I know that Ummar was on off, I would have asked that asswipe along. Bahhh. Next time bro. Do update me your off days la. Anyways, I can't wait to meet my boys. Most prolly we will be going to watch Ironman2! Woooots!! Can't wait can't wait! A boys outing eh. Yeayness! Very long time never had something like this.

I got nothing left to update now. Girlfriend is away with bestie. The girls are going nuts with the Kelly Clarkson concert. I'm just ecstatic that they hit off so well. I used to have dates who don't like bestie. Urgh! It is nice to have someone like girlfriend who clicks well with bestie. Awesome! Anyways, I am off to clean my closet. It is IN A MESS. Tidy me here I come!! Well....at the least for the next 5 minutes. Hehehehe! Gooodnight everybody!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 7:45 PM
Weekends Come & Gone

The weekends has come and gone and I have spent my Monday recharging this tired body and mind of mine. Totally tired. I think I need another day to sleep in and just laze around at home. I love home. I love lazing around. It beats going out and say erm, get wasted?

I don't see the reason as to why people says getting drunk and blow their hard-earned cash on alcohol, drugs, sex and other forms of sins as a way of enjoying or living the life. Why? The money can be used to help the needy that's for sure. Tragedies have struck all over the world and here we are still not realizing that death can occur at any point of time. Do we need to be struck with one accident and the realise that fact? By then, wouldn't it be too late?

Preachy as I may sound. I kinda feel sad for some people. Rich. Good looks. But spoilt it with alcohol, drugs and bad moral values. Ouh well, at the end of the day, it's their grave and I can only do THAT much to help as a friend.

Let's not carried away now. How are you people dealing with your Monday? Was it as lazy as mine? Was it better? Or was it a total wreckage in the office huh? Which one? Come! Tell me a few stories! Hehehe!

Mine as mentioned above...was a lazy one. Totally not in the mood to even step outta house, I simply would love to appreciate my home and do absolutely NOTHING but TV. AWESOME ok! Hahaha! It has been awhile since I last did that ok. I mean I used to have all the time in the world because I was single. And now that I am attached (which is a good thing of course), my time have been divided. And you have guessed it. 90% of the free time I have is with girlfriend. By the time I reached home, I will be too bonked out to even keep myself awake alrite. But I think my tv understands, so no worries. -_-""

Well, I wanna watch somemore wrestling. I'll talk to you guys and gals soon again ok. Facebook me, be my friend or anything. I love you people! Have a nice life peeps!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 12:38 AM
FIne I'm Okay

A speaker from Taiwan is in town, so it is back to the grind of doing extreme 12hrs shift for the next couple of days. As crazy and tiring as it may sound, the whole busy-ness is what at the very least keeps me up and got the adrenalin rush. Well, there isn't any public talk, just talks within the association itself. We termed it "In House Talk". And the first one is finally over so TWO more to go. On Saturday (24.04.2010) and Sunday (25.04.2010). If you are interested to find out more, click HERE.

Well that is for work. Personal life wise....I think I am doing fine. Yeah. Just fine.

Hmmm...am I? Really? To be honest with you lovely readers of mine...I don't know. I am very much in love yes that is true. But at the same time, there is always this lingering thought where I do not want to take advantage or be complacent on Alyss's love. She loves me and I love her, I am TOTALLY aware of that fact. But when you get into that comfort zone, sometimes you doze off ya see. And you take things for granted about each other. Something like a simple phonecall or text saying that you are home appears to be an issue. Mhmmm. I am not blabbering nonsense, I am simply stating facts that I learnt from my past, the HARD way. And it is not a sweet lesson to swallow, that is for sure. Bitter. Period. Heh.

Insecurity? Is that it? Yikes! I think this word is like the number ONE killer in relationship. It can cause the mountainous relationships to simply crumble with ease. Agree? Yeahh. I think it is safe to say that every one of us, faces insecurity when we found ourselves in relationship right? It is not wrong to feel that way. Afterall, we are humans who simply do not like or want to be hurt time and time again. So that is why this mind of us keep thinking about the nonsensical "what ifs" when it comes to the other partner.

Well if that's the case, maybe we can tackle the issue by always look on the bright side of life and simply surrender ourself to destiny. To fate. To the divine intervention for help. But I am not saying to simply ignore and stop working on making the relationship work. NO! I am simply stating for us to do our best and hopefully what we did is more than enough for that person we love. Different folks, different strokes right? Hehehe!

With that being said, I know I should be fine. Prolly I need to get my head back together again before I blow my wild very imaginative mind into a proportion unknown to the world. LOL! Relax abit and I should be fine. Yeah, I will be, insyallah. =)

Working again tomorrow. Gahhh. I'm off to bed. Have a good night rest people!! Stay classy and enjoy your weekends!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 11:06 PM
Life's Fulfillment?

Midweek. Yeah. Already a wednesday and I pretty much am left daunted at what happen to my weekends. I wonder why do things need to be so fast and then as if that is not enough, complications need to be set in. Why? Is testing our resolve a way for us to move up thru' the stages of life? Like in a game, where you need to level up just so you can proceed to the next stage. It seems like it to me.

I am happy in life. But I do not know if I am happy as in happy. I have awesome friends. The most charismatic and loving girlfriend. Brilliant colleagues at work. Great family. So I really do not know what is this void that is in me. I feel one final piece of the puzzle is missing. Career. YES. Career.

To be honest with you, I don't feel I am fulfillin my potential as a human being in my current job. It is a good job not great, not awesome. It is just GOOD. And GOOD for me, isn't enough to fill this emptiness sector. I want to do something worthwhile, something meaningful. Something which make me jump in my seat at the very thought of it. Haish. Off the top of my head, all I can think about is snapping pictures. The current job....well let's just say that the plus point of it all is it makes me a better Muslim. Okay that is a good thing right? But yeah...being a good muslim, you don't have to work in a muslim organization. Right? But helping people does give you that sense of belonging in this world. Like you are good and your existence are meant for something bigger. Like helping a fellow non-muslim towards to righteous path of Islam. Yeahhh...

So, afterall maybe this is what bothers me. Hmmmm. I miss a whole of people too. I miss my boys Andi, Ummar & Nas. Then there's my girls. Tubby, Nurul, Fiza, Shazlyn, Lily, Qyno, Qin & Danica. There's actuall a few more others but I'll just give it a pass. And no people. I may have these gorgeous girls as someone I miss but in no way I am flirting with them. I am personally close to each and every one of them. No I am not a playboy. Never have been one. Maybe girls just find me comfortable to hangout with cause I offer true friendship without the thought of a relationship. And I hope they understands that, doesn't mean I have a girlfriend, they are forgotten. No girls, ALL of you are deeply being missed by me. I'll see you all soon, I promise!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 11:13 AM
Blessings of Life

Anyone still reading this page?

It has been very much an emotional battlestar galactica like week. There's plenty of ups and downs, add-on the leaps and bounds of everything and anything that has happen within a space of two weeks. I mean, where do I start? Too many things has happened and it is all like *snap fingers* THAT.

For a start was, the passing on of one of my friend whom I spent my younger days with. His name Abdul Shafaat but he was popularly known amongst us only as Fa'at. Very enthusiastic and funny boy. Do not be deceive by his small size, he kicked some ass alrite. He passed away last week in a bike accident. And, hearing the details of his last few hours, just makes me feel very very much thankful to ALLAH S.W.T. for allowing me to breathe for another day when I opened my eyes each morning.

Then there was this earthquake in China. And most of the victims reported dead and buried, were children. CHILDREN! What wrong have they done to deserve such things?? But again, it all up to almighty GOD. If HE wants them back, HE will have them back. Let us look at this from another angle. At the very least, they died with purity and with minimal or no sins and will be going straight to Jannah. They will be much safer and happier there. But what about us here who feel their lost? What can we do? How do we cope with such emotional wreckage situation.

My answer would be, to perform our solat and simply ask for guidance, ask for peace of mind and heart, ask for forgiveness, surrender ourself to ALLAH S.W.T. That is all we can afford to do. In my own personal opinion, when I face issues which simply pinned me down to ground with no chance of an attempt to get back up, I turn to ALLAH S.W.T for help. HE knows, HE listens and HE will help. I just need to open the eyes of my heart and mind to see the millions of ways that HE has helped.

Sometimes we pray and pray for something so bad and we did not get it. Does that mean ALLAH doesn't listen? I say no. No as in ALLAH does listen ok. Everything we see around us, is there because ALLAH allows it. And when we don't get what we WANT, that means that ALLAH knows that the thing we want is NOT the best for us. Something else might be the best for us. But us being the weak human that we are, always think that the things we thought is best is really is the best for us. I don't blame you, it is human nature.

Certain people have an easy stress and problem free life. Some just leads a life with problems after problems being thrown at them. But take note, these people IF always think about ALLAH and constantly does their solat will be granted a place in Jannah of a higher stature. I am sure of it.

I am not the best example of a muslim. I have my sins. But one thing that I know deep in me, is my love towards ALLAH, Muhammad (pbuh) and Islam. If not for this beliefs, my life would be very disturbed, chaos and complicated. Truth to be told, every since I start to be a better Muslim over the past 5 years, slowly, life has been much MUCH more meaningful and peaceful and problem free. And when problem do arise, the solution is something very heartwarming. I can say, I lead a very blessed life.

With this, I hope we spare at least a few minutes each day and remember ALLAH. Cause HE always remembers us. May HE blesses us with HIS blessings and make life for each of us a peaceful one to go thru. Amin.

Have a great weekend my friends. Be safe alrite. Don't forget to tell the person you love, that you love them.

Yours Truly,
AJ


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Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 10:58 PM
Zoo Beach Love

It has been a really HAAAAPPPENING week for me. Not being in office and to simply shake up my mundane routine brings about the freshness in this life of mine. Life itself is starting to get stale in terms of work. Very very boring and so unprospective. I mean....being a loyal worker in my current workplace, how will I get rewarded? Forget monetary. They will need to have a gazillion meetings to increase everybody's pay like what.....$5? $10? Dumbass. Pathetic.

On a lighter note....I went to the zoo on Monday with Qyno!! It was brilliantly AWWEESOMMEEE!! I lost count on the word "awesome" that was used by Qyno and myself whenever we managed to snap a nice looking picture. It is a bestiefriend me her thing I guess. I am proud to call her one of my bestie alrite. That is why she gets the nod for me introducing her to girlfriend. LOL!

So yeah, we went to the zoo...spent literally HOURS there. Prolly from 1 till 5+. We covered 95% of the zoo in our own pace and apart from the 15 minutes downpour....it was a really good outing. I think I need to return for more awesome shots with another awesome camera. CAN?! PUUHHLLEASE!! Total shutter snaps was over 350. AWWWESOME!!

Had my time with my boys after that as Qyno met boyfie. Been awhile since the boys last met. We simply had our dinner and walked around town, people watching. Alot of interesting character and fashion sense eh. Hehe! Nas did some splurge at ION Orchard. I can't and won't do my splurge until I buy my new glorified weapon. I'll hold the urge to do it on impulse. Research more research first!!

Tuesday....BRILLIANT! Beach day, SENTOSA day...with dearest beloved girlfriend. This honey babylove of mine is certainly growing on me bit by bit day by day. Loving her more and more is something of a can't help it kinda thing now. Even though she has her whiny moments like Paris Hilton....she made me love her more la. The imperfections make her unique. Simply said...it makes her HER. We did plenty of photoshoots! She's my model for the day and dammmmmn. If my camera can speak....she will be asking for more poses ok! Haaaappening! I love my fiancee many2 la.

And ouh yes, when we were done with Sentosa, honey came over to my place and had a blast with mom and sis. Girl time. AND gossipping about me. WTH? Nemind...at the least girlfriend meet mom and seems to me, mom loves her alot and open the doors for her to come by more often. For masak2 chillout. Wooots!

Okay I am seriously tired now. Must sleep! Nighty nights peeps!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 12:58 AM
Ramen Ten With Love

I just came back from what was an awesome dinner with the family at Al-Azhar at Bukit Timah. We had the usual family package kinda meal and right now, I think my tummy looks like half the size of Earth. Very nice to touch and put your head on it too. Hehehe!

But this entry isn't dedicated for tonight. It is meant for my day spent with cinta yesterday (Saturday). Initially our plan was to do dinner at Jurong Point and then home as she has work at night. BUT things to a delightful twist, for us. Alhamdulillah. It seems to me that the big man up there wants cinta and I, to spend quality time with one another. Hehe!

So when cinta asked me whether I can meet her at town instead as she was craving for some shopping...why not?! Like the Rated-R superstar, an opportunist, I wasted lil time to make a decision to say "YES I SEE YOU AT 4pm!!" Woooots!! Grab my Topman polo-T, Levi's tattered jeans, BRAND NEW OLD SCHOOL CONVERSE SNEAKS, Uniqlo jacket and Sonia (Sony Alpha A230) and off I set upon my way to meet the fiancee.

I was tortured along the way. Well...more to like holding my blood temperature. The cabin I was in was infested with MATS. And tagging along were of course their female compatriots, MINAHS. Awesome. Great. Just what I need on a rainy Saturday. Bleurgh! Innocently, I was standing, listening to Skillet's Comatose and I noticed that the minahs kept looking my direction. Ok fine...I'll be honest. They were looking at me and the mats weren't happy. Mhmmm and discreetly I paused my MP3 to eavesdrop and what was their conversation about and it went like this...

MAT: Asal you tengok2 budak tu?
MINAH: Mane ader sey. I tengok2 around tak bleh pe? Takkan nak tengok muke you je.
MAT: Orang lain you bleh tengok pe, asal tengok budak yang pakai beanie tu? Handsome sangat ke dia dari I? I ader anting2 sey, he TAKDE.
MINAH: But he got style and a persona of a BAD BOY.
MAT: Abe I tak look mcm jahat la nie?
MINAH: Tak! You matrep!

And the the mat keep quiet and with his fed up face, looks in my direction and stares at me. Obviously I went WTH?! Rolling eyes and filled with arrogance, I brush the stares off and concentrate on enjoying the guitar strokes and drums of Skillet. More worthy ok. Hmm..

So yeah...met cinta, big hugs many kisses, hand in hand, we walked away into oblivion. Hahaha! We went Far East as the lady was looking for some stuffs after awhile, we ended up at Ramen Ten for dinner. We had quite a spread. Cinta had Chicken Teriyaki dry ramen, me had Tom Yum Beef ramen, salmon sashimi, soft shell crab, lime juice & blue lime soda float. After some tops, hats, specs & CDs shopping...we decided to call it a day. Mhmm. It is a simple affair I must say. But the company was first class.

Cinta had a gift for me. It had be eons since I last had gift from a girl ok. As in a love kinda gift. Most of the time, I was doing the giving and not receiving and this time round, this change is totally new, unforeseen and I simply do not know how to react to it. Like should I smile? Laugh? Act cool? HOW?! It was MY turn to blush. DAMN! And for those who know me, I don't blush easily ok. So kudos to cinta, for knowing how to do exactly just that. Hehehehe! What did she bought me?

Looking at how badly worn out my wallet was....cinta bought me a new wallet. A black vintage LEVI'S kinda wallet. I love it a million percent....no doubt! Wooooots!! I can't thank her enough. And now the lady is going on a witchhunt for the things which I need rather than want. She wants to buy all of them! YIKES!! I think I better stop telling her what I need eh. Hehehehhehe! i love you honey!!

We shared plenty of laughs and I must say...cinta can really fried an egg on her cheeks when she blushed. I wonder why when she look at me she blush. Hehehehehe! People keep saying that if you meet someone day in day out, you get used to the person and lost that attraction right. I beg to differ. The only thing I know when I don't see cinta, is that I miss her and when I meet her, I fell in love with her all over again. I DO have butterflies, especially she talks looks and hold my hands. Well...I am sure looking forward to have more butterflies moments with her.

It's almost 1am now. I need to turn in as I have an insane Monday. Will be out with Qyno for some zoo photoshoot. And prolly meeting the boys, Nas and Andi in the evening. Yeahhh...so good night everybody!! GOD bless!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 11:37 AM
Breakie with ♥

Yesterday breakfast with ♥ was truly awesome. Like she said, she wants to have that feel of *ahem* husband & wife? Hehehehhe! If she is reading this, I knowww she will blush! Right, so we did just that. Since I am doing the afternoon shift from 12 to 9pm, why not right....spend that extra free hours with her? I know sacrificing that couple of hours of sleep is alot but hey...anything for ♥ ok. Heee.

So yeah, breakast. Town. Burger King. Mhmmm. I miss the whole town area in the morning. There's not much people. Very peaceful. Businessman and woman in power suit walking the aisles of orchard road with their bread as breakfast in right hand and bag on the left. Absolutely no time to sit down and chillout these people. The funny thing is, I miss doing that. Rushing for work and having breakfast at the same time. The fast pace kind of life. Misses MISSES!

♥ yesterday went on a shopping spree. And she bought something for me and she said it's gonna be a surprise. Bahhhh. I think I know what it is. Hahaha! And I am excited ok, so SHUT UP. When was the last time I received gifts!? Must be eeeeons ago ok. From a girl? Wow, I really need to track back during my days with the ex, F. Sheeesh! Very long time. I am an ass. Therefore, I am not expecting presents because I irritate people THIS much. Hahaha! Anywhoos, I can't wait to see ♥ tomorrow. She is resting today. Before the lady gets a burnout, she better recuperate. Else, I'll spank her ass and she'll woooooh! AHHAHAH!

Orite, I think I am done. Gonna get a shower and go to Friday prayers at prolly Assyakirin. Mhmmm. I better go early since it is a public holiday, there will be massive number of people there. And I don't wanna stand under the hot sun and listen to khutbah. PANAS! Yikkes! Prolly after that I wanna go to Lakeside Garden or that Chinese Garden to snap pictures, insyallah. Dear ALLAH, make it a fair day and not a sunny one. Thankies! Me love me love! =P

Have a blessed and wonderful long weekend my friends! See ya in a bit & if you see ME, say hi! Mucho loves!!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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