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the writer  Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips  dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 10:43 PM
Unmotivated But Loving It Ok. Work has been boring ok. Nuff said. Geeez. I am really like wasting my time cause I feel like I do not see where I am heading in my current position. I mean, I feel a lack in the motivational aspect. Coming for work for the sole reason of friends, isn't going to last me thru' my life alrite. These friends I can still mingle around with even when I leave the association. Mhmm. So I am seriously reconsidering my future path...career wise that is. In terms of lovelife, I already know and feel who IS the one for me. I do. And she is none other than Alyss. We would be doing our ring shopping soon....VERY soon. The fact that she's coming over to spend time with mom and they are gonna do baking is already a high on delirium thought. It is an awesome feeling ok when your girl wants to know your mom your family and all, rather than shun away. I love it LOVE IT! She says she's weird....I say she IS uniquely special. =P Anywhooos. Hmmm...I am like so effing bored right now. Dad is watching Bundesliga for some reason. Mom sleeping. Sis meditating in room. I am saying this because she spend 25 hours in her room per day with the doors close. Sheeesh! Brother off to work. So here I am. Entertaining myself. GREAT. I should count sheeps and go to sleep. Huggies! Sweet dreams people!! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 11:01 PM
Sleep Disease Sleepy. I should be sleeping now. But as I am typing this with my eyes closed, I realise that I have this thing called insomnia. Hmmm it is not that I can't sleep. But I must not think about sleep in order to sleep. I can't say that I wanna sleep and then I sleep, no...it doesn't work that way. I prolly need to lay down...listen to music and doze off unknowingly. Like half an hour ago. I was on the phone with my A♥ and she kinda like fell asleep. And so did I! Yikes! Something is wrong with me. DOCTOR!! YOU BETTER HAVE A PRESCRIPTION FOR THIS CONDITION!! START FINDING IF THERE'S NONE!! I think I shall try reading a book to bed. I hope THAT can help. Sheeesh! Ouh well...I am sooooo meeting A♥ for an early breakfast tomorrow. Mhmmm. We are meeting bright & early at 7am tomorrow just to have breakfast and then proceed to work together. Additional to that, need to also pass her our diary. Yeahh we have this diary which both of us wrote. And we exchange it every 4 5 days. It's nice. I love it. Okay, I'm off to bed. Nighties world!! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 9:37 PM
Burnt & Time Burnt out. Totally. And I still got to do a full day tomorrow. Hmmm...I am thinking of taking halfday. Yeah. Looks like it. I should not be complaining as someone out there is putting more hours for work. One of them is honey. She's working from 9am which ends at 4pm and then starts another job at 7pm which prolly will end around 11pm. Her hours and the number of jobs she's committed to is crazy. At times I am simply worried about her health. Does she get her sleep, her meals....things like that. I do not want to see her fall ill that's all. So honey and myself, have been away from each other for awhile. It's tough, really. The crazy hours we put in just so we can save enough for our engagement and marriage. Yeaahhh. I can't think of anyone else but to settle down with hour. Insyallah. I miss her real bad. We were away from one another and that time when we met, she hugged me with the words "I love you & I miss you & never wanna let you go" decorated the air around us. Mhmm...it was that badly we miss one another. I guess the absence makes the heart REALLY go fonder. She still sends butterflies down my gullet and into my tummy. Shivers down my spine, weak in the knees; especially when she smile. I go bonkers when I think of her. I love her. Even the word "love" doesn't do justice to the REAL feeling inside. Hopefully ALLAH will let us find time to share together. She's prolly comin over next week to meet mom. I can't wait for that. =) Right...it has been a rather tirin day. I am soooo gonna have an early night. My body's all beat up and eyes droopy. Goood night peeps!! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 11:51 AM
Sellout Sonia Beautiful! Simply a beautiful morning! Too damn bad I did not find myself lazing around at the beach. Mhmmm. I used to go to the beach with Nas as early at 8am. We would meet around 630am and then had breakfast and board the first bus or monorail to sentosa. The sun would be immaculate and the sea is as though it is filled with crystals as it glitters reflecting the rays from the sun. Wow. I miss the beach. I need to go back there again. Honey said April. Cool. April it is then we'll go and strut our stuffs. I can't wait! Talking about this makes me all excited. Woooots!  Anyways, I am selling off my camera. Yeah...my sonia. My sony alpha 230 or best known as Sony A230. Yeahhh, I am contemplating on upgrading to a higher end camera. I know my skills have improved ever since owning a DSLR (am not trying to be arrogant here but these are facts & it's proven & testified), so I need a new one. But I can't get one until I sell off this baby of mine. Really. It is a difficult decision as Sonia is my first DSLR and you know how the first things in your life hold that special spot right. But, to be better, I need to make the toughest of decision. So yeah...I am selling it off for $500 with the kit lens (18mm-55mm), Stein Zeisser tripod and sling bag and an 8GB Sony Pro Duo Memory Stick. Top up another $400 and you can have the Sigma 18mm-200mm lense for a total price of $900/-. Call or text me at 81317 559. I am free for meetups at Jurong area or town area. Weekdays except Thursday after 6pm and weekend would be anytime, subject to availability. Interested parties...beep me. Well, I'm outta here now. Satties seems to be boring. I hope WWE can entertain me. Hmmm, I wished honey came over. Hee. Have an awesome weekends lovelies! Stay full of love! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 10:58 PM
Hearts & Misses It is a Friday night. I ought to be happy as I do not have to wake up early and go to war tomorrow morning with the human traffic. BUT, I am not ecstatic. 'Cause there is a possibility of me not getting to me honey as she has work commitments. Nahhh I am not pissed off. I understand the nature of her career. It get unpredictable, hectic and sure does consume a whole ladda time. I guess all those patience training in the previous years is gearing me up for this. Hahahaha! I am sorely missing her. Really, I simply wish time will be on our side and simply STOP when we are in the arms of one another. Well, patience Amir patience. The rewards will be tremendous. Hehhehe! So prolly tomorrow, I might stay home. Have a moment with the tv. It has been awhile since I last did that. Wrestling what else. Maybe I'll finish up the season 3 of Kyle XY. Hmmm that sounds like a plan. But I am still hoping that honey pull off a stunt and says I can meet her. Yeay! Hahahah! Pray for me can?! =P Alright, that's it. I am off for TV. Have a great weekend people! Be safe, stay cheery and classy! Don't drive if you are gonna get drunk. GO PUBLIC! Don't waste your life like that, it ain't worth it. xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 12:57 AM
Not The Way Love Works I used to think that being in love is all about having control of your other half and having them do the things that makes you feel good. That's now how things goes actually. I was caught wanting during my first relationship. It was kinda like an off thingy which spreads over 4 years. And yeahh, I was that kinda boy to be honest. I thought at certain point I was being simply selfish and I thought by being possesive was THE way to say or even show the girl how much I love her. And of course you guessed it, the relationship ended. Both of us has went seperate ways, different paths and we are happy with our significant others now. But that's not the main issue of this entry. My main gripe is this. Why do we tend to feel like as though we must control our other half? When I say control, I mean possessive. Ahuh. For example, boy doesn't allow girl to talk to any other boys, even though they have been friends since forever. Vice versa. The thing is, this issue doesn't arise during the courtship period. Both would like so darn understanding and giving one another space but when the relationship starts, there goes all of it. Outta window. All of a sudden, the rules which somewhat was written using an invisible ink, came into light. Why oh why? Can't we just stick the way we love someone during the courtship moments thruout a lifetime without any change? Is that ever so difficult? If so, why bother to fall in love, right? Think about it. Seeing an individual being made into a fool by someone, hurts me. I have friends, and these friends of mine (mostly girls), have been dumped by their boyfriend. Some gave the reason, no time (which I believe is crap), loss of feelings (you are still human), no affection (so you need sex to seal the deal now?). Reasons like these really bugs me. Of course there are a million more reasons but.....I just don't know alright. I just thought everyone should love one another no matter what. I mean, if we have fall deeply in love with someone, make the effort to make it last. Never take the love of a certain someone for granted ok. When it comes to love, being complacent is a very dangerous affair. With that being said, I just wanna profess how much I am in love with Alyss. She has been the pillar of strength for me ever since she decides to say hi to me. Yeahhhh. I ran out of words to say how amazing this latino princess of mine is. She's just her, honestly her and that is something I appreciate. Her being her and not somebody else. Well, I got a 12pm shift to worry about tomorrow. And knocking off at 9pm is no fun ok. HATE IT! But I love you all. Very much! Have a good night buddies! Stay safe and classy! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 1:08 AM
Lovemissed It is already a midweek. I just got off the phone with fiancee. Apparently this week is gonna be a bit tough for us; we won't have much time together. It is a sucky thought but I believe there are reasons to why ALLAH keeps us apart at times. It is for us to learn how much we should cherish one another when we are in presence. Ahuh. I would be lieing thru' the skin of my teeth if I say I don't miss her... Honest to GOD's truth, I am missing every bit of her. Be it smell, laughter, touch.....anything. I know it sounds kinda cheesy and all but hey, when you are in love, you are love right? There's no two thoughts about it. You just do the craziest of things, say the weirdest of words, act the strangest of ways...just simply said that love made you into a freak, in a good way of course. Hahahhaa! I won't blabber much now. Cause I need to go to bed. It is already 1am and I got work at 9am. Urgh. FML. I need something which has better rewards in terms of monetary. I know where I stand, and how valuable I can be. As of now, I just feel like my potential is not being channeled properly. My potential is not being fulfilled or utilised properly. Ouh well, we'll see what the future holds for yours truly here ok. Till then, good night to ALL my friends. Wherever you may be, have an awesome midweek wednesdie! Mucho loves!! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 11:14 PM
Zombie Monday I am done with my night exercise routine. I feel strained, tired and just wanna sleep. Can? No noooo cannot! Want to talk2 & webcam with gf first ok. Don't care! Very missing her many². The past weeks, we have been going to work and go home together and when today I found myself sitting and sleeping in the train, it kinda felt weird somehow. I miss stealing kisses and glances in the train with the girl, I don't care if it's 8 in the morning! Hahahahhaaa! I forget that the married men from Radio913 has shifted into the morning and so I ended up tuning in to the usua Class95 morning express. But honestly...I prefer TMM. It is much more youthful and funny. I still love morning express though, in a way. Hee. Day in office was terribly sleepy. The building was practically soulless. There were barely anyone around. I was bored and almost driven THIS close to insanity. Even the radio can't help me. I keep going down to other department to chit chat. Cause it was getting THAT quiet in office. I can even hear my heart beating! Urgh! Okay, all of a sudden, I feel damn sleepy luh. Too lazee to continue anymore. Have a goodnight sleep to all! Tiesto Rules! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 2:37 AM
A Busy Discreet Hey friends, I really do not have the time or interest to relay anything on this blog of mine. So much so it has looked, very much stagnant. Practically, this is what you get when life is a routine right? Only the work sector, not the love part. As for relationship issues, I have plenty to share. PLENTY. But I can't for now. It is a rather very much of a complicated issue. People everywhere will start talking and that is something both she and myself do not like. Yeahh...we are going on the down low with everything. So for now, nothing interesting is coming up, so yeahhh. Not much of a hoohaa. I'll be meeting babylove tomorrow for lunch cum dinner. We need to spend whatever time we have together now cause she'll be jam packed busy in the month of April. I hope not, but if it does...I'll support her all the way despite not being able to meet up that much. Cause when it comes to love, it is THAT beautiful connection that you have with one another that goes beyond the boundaries of calls, sms-es & meetups. You just know that they are there for you at all times. Heh. Okay peeps, I'm getting a tonne of weight being dumpred on my eyelids. It's closing slowly. Urgh! Have a good night peeps! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 11:04 AM
Attraction Wow...it has been more than a week since I last updated this page. I deeply apologise ok. I'll try to be more active in a way or two. Life has been pretty routine to a point where I don't feel like blogging anymore. I mean, nothing new is going on in work. I've yet to take off in my photography business. Encountered some issues in terms of setting up the site. So yeahhh... The one good thing that comes out during this routine circle is babylove. Yeahhh...she's been nothing short but wayyyy damn fine. I feel as though I'm high on coffee whenever I am around her. I'm drawn and ATTRACTED to her in a way I've never been attracted to anyone before. And seriously...if this doesn't work out due to some higher reasons...then trust me and mark my words, it will be an awfully eons time before I get a real move on with life. Ya see...for me attraction is simply important. I've went out with plenty of women who are simply drop dead gorgeous. Some wears decent clothing, some cover up some reveal themselves. They attract me but never to the point of wanting them for life. I just don't know. Maybe things were too easy? Cause, my lovely bestie Lily knows my character real well. You can be a megan fox on me but it's more to lust rather than love. Get that? Hmmm... And out pops Alyss...whom by all means have the flaws of a million people. BUT here's the beautiful thing about her. She is her. We all love perfection don't we? The thing that we do not know is that the imperfections are the little things that made that individual uniquely special. Ahuh. That's point one of Alyss. Point 2. I can't read this girl. As corny as this may sound, but it is as though I am Edward who can't read Bella in the movie Twilight. YES now I say I am Edward, go grab that bucket and puke. GO! Hahahhaa! But seriously. I can't read this girl. I keep anticipating what her next thought would be, her next action would come up with, her words she's gonna sprout. When it comes to others....I look into their eyes, I listen to the tone of their voice, the body language they sway to....and I know. If not in details, it would be vague. But still I can read them. This is what attract me to her. It scares me to the point where I want to jump into the deep unknown yet hoping for salvation to catch me when I reach the deep end. Yeahhh... So there ya go. Just 2 of the many reason why I'm with Alyss and not with anybody else. But please people, I still love my friends all the same. I really do. Now, it is a saturday. Soccer night. I'll prolly have some chips with me and watch soccer. Mhmm. Have an awesome weekends lovelies!! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 10:05 AM
Beauuutiful Morning Beautiful morning! With coffee in tow, mmmhmm. Perfect. All I need is fiance to be around so I can bring in some hostility in bed. Hehehehe! The weather for now looks fine. Seems not to be as hot as it has over the last couple of days. But I certainly hope that I do not speak too soon and then all of a sudden I can feel the rise of the damn humidity and heat. Urgh! I hate sweating unless I am in a room doing the do. I will be doing an afternoon shift today. It's kinda like boring you know. Afternoon shift. Shitty very much. I really need to find something much more better in terms of monetary. The thoughts of settling down and having a family and all is really driving me to be somebody who people can look up to. Especially babylove.. Having talks and advices from colleagues who has already settled down, it really is scaring me on the amount needed nowadays. Wedding is sucha lucrative business. Damn! I should dive right into this a couple of years ago. Haha! Right, that's about all the updates that I have. I'm still in my stone zonk out state. Better hit the shower and leave early for work. Cherios peeps! Happy Thursdie!! xoxo&xo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |