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the writer Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips ![]() dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 9:52 PM
Drama There has plenty of drama being played behind the scene in this life of mine. Be it positive or negative, I am really trying HARD to keep myself moving forward and simply take everything (especially the negative ones) within my stride. As much as it is a natural process where one will brood over a spilled milk, there really is nothing left to ponder about. Bad things happens so that the good things can take over. True? Again, I stressed out the mindset of humans. It is only natural that one requires an ample time to get over something bad or traumatising. An example of such happenings would be death, breakup etc. No one in the right frame of mind can simply packs a bag and simply move forward in the event of huge magnitude. No way man. I found myself in a moment where life simply STOPS at a dead end. Feels like this is it. There's no more road to travel, nothing left. I'm just here and yeahhh. Clueless. No sense of direction, no signs of light, nothing. This was when I just broke up with a girl, 4 years ago. It took me months and almost close to a year to finally find courage to move into unknown territory once more. And to tell you frankly, ain't easy. Everything was bitter, seems alien and very much new. Lucky enough along the way, I met some nice people whom today, I am very proud to call friends. True to the fact that my facebook stated I have over 800 friends but c'monnnn. I don't have that many ok. Only a handful of them I call friends, really. People like Nas, Andi, Ummar and Lily, are 4 of the pioneer batch of friends whom I call family. The new ones whom I made along the way, friends like Shazlyn, SuMin, Fiza, Fahmy & Aidil have been the one who lights up this life. Brilliant bunch. And then I found her. I would not mention yet the name. Probably some of you know, some may not. But insyallah, if ALLAH is willing to let us be together, we will. It is only with ALLAH's permission and blessing that we can and will find one another. For now, we will see where this lead us to. I pray for only the best. Hee. Hmmm...I think I need to go thru' pictures. I am selecting the best ones for my upcoming portfolio. Yeahhh. Can't wait. Hehe! Have a good night sleep peepos! Stay classy thru and thru alrite! xoxoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |