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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 9:52 PM
Drama

There has plenty of drama being played behind the scene in this life of mine. Be it positive or negative, I am really trying HARD to keep myself moving forward and simply take everything (especially the negative ones) within my stride. As much as it is a natural process where one will brood over a spilled milk, there really is nothing left to ponder about. Bad things happens so that the good things can take over. True?

Again, I stressed out the mindset of humans. It is only natural that one requires an ample time to get over something bad or traumatising. An example of such happenings would be death, breakup etc. No one in the right frame of mind can simply packs a bag and simply move forward in the event of huge magnitude. No way man.

I found myself in a moment where life simply STOPS at a dead end. Feels like this is it. There's no more road to travel, nothing left. I'm just here and yeahhh. Clueless. No sense of direction, no signs of light, nothing. This was when I just broke up with a girl, 4 years ago. It took me months and almost close to a year to finally find courage to move into unknown territory once more. And to tell you frankly, ain't easy. Everything was bitter, seems alien and very much new.

Lucky enough along the way, I met some nice people whom today, I am very proud to call friends. True to the fact that my facebook stated I have over 800 friends but c'monnnn. I don't have that many ok. Only a handful of them I call friends, really. People like Nas, Andi, Ummar and Lily, are 4 of the pioneer batch of friends whom I call family. The new ones whom I made along the way, friends like Shazlyn, SuMin, Fiza, Fahmy & Aidil have been the one who lights up this life. Brilliant bunch.

And then I found her. I would not mention yet the name. Probably some of you know, some may not. But insyallah, if ALLAH is willing to let us be together, we will. It is only with ALLAH's permission and blessing that we can and will find one another. For now, we will see where this lead us to. I pray for only the best. Hee.

Hmmm...I think I need to go thru' pictures. I am selecting the best ones for my upcoming portfolio. Yeahhh. Can't wait. Hehe! Have a good night sleep peepos! Stay classy thru and thru alrite!

xoxoxo,
AJ


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