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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 1:26 AM
Calmness In Disguise

Do night time always give us a sense of loneliness when you are single? Or is it just me? Everytime during wee hours like these when I am supposed to be recuperating with an awesome cooling sleep and some smooth jazz tune in the background, I feel like I want someone. I want someone to love to be exact. I am no fan of long hours of chats on the phone but if there is something which can change that in me, I bet it is that thing called love. I can't help it ok. Thus far, after more than 3 years, maybe just one had done enough to make me want more of her. Really. Of course I won't reveal any names in here. It is a private thing you know...

I try my best to be around people......well I THINK I tried. Most probably I need someone to point me a gun on my head to get me go back into the whole dating scene. Last Friday, Tubby asked me, why am I not dating or seeing someone seriously? I need some time to actually think about an answer. It is not an answer from the heart, but more to like an interpretation of what I feel. Cause what I feel, I found it hard to put into words...so I just came up with "belum ader jodoh" answer. Sheeesh!

Maybe that's it. I have yet to find or meet the one true love. And maybe I have, just that it is not the correct time yet? I won't know these things. It's complicated. And complications make me sleepy, so good night people! Stay classy!

xoxo,
AJ


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