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Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 12:00 AM
Define happy Have you ever thought about what you want in life? I have been asking myself this very question over and over again for the last couple of years....and I still have not find the answer. Obviously it can not be found in any ten year series, DUH! I mean how many of us actually know deep down, the things that we want in life... To put into simple context, I just want to be happy. Then comes the question, define happiness? Loads of money? Having a family of your own? Being with the love of your life? Have your dream car? Fantasy come true scenario rarely occurs, therefore I shall not mention that I want Miley Cyrus or either of the Olsen twins in bed with me. -_-" I have not been happy as of late. Smiling & having fun does not define happiness ok. It is much straying towards enjoyment. Heh. Happiness is kinda indescribable in my opinion. You don't need to smile or laugh your heart out to feel happiness. The word happy for me, defines a feeling that last thru & thru. Simply put it this way, I still do not what am I looking for in life. I am STILL in pursuit of my very own happiness. :) With that being said, I will take my leave and have some night rest. Work starts bright and early at 9am tomorrow. I need to pull up my socks really. My current workplace has made me become more and more complacent and I don't like it. I am not that kinda fella. By right, I am very much a workaholic, a perfectionist. I'll be better, promise. I'll say goodnight with pictures from Eidul Adha prayers at Darul Arqam. Click the picture for more ok. Sweet dreams to all of you, stay classy darlings!  xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 6:34 PM
Twilight Overated. The words "Twilight: New Moon" is starting to irritate the hell outtof me. I understand the hype of it all but a 360 degrees of Twilight related facts being scattered into my face like confetti, is just bringing it too far doesn't it? It is a fantasy movie yet girls are swooning on wanting a man like Jacob/Edward. Like what the hell?? I see everyday on my news feed on facebook, girls dissing boys as jerk, being a victim of love. And then they went big-eyed and mouth wide open (I feel like I wanna stuff one part of my anatomy down there), on Edward the vampire. In the movie, the dead man with fangs and white-toned skin left the human, Bella. Doesn't that make Edward a jerk and yet ladies still go swooning to him like ants to sugar? I don't get the female species at times... Make that a correction. It is ALL the time. Hehehhehe! Finding myself at home on an off day on a Saturday, seems to be a normal sight and sound for me. I am resigned to the fact that I won't be having any relationship anymore in future. Why? Cause everytime I fell for someone, there's bound to be calamity. Something of a divine intervention that is against me being in love. This sounds wrong and sinful but I tend to question GOD's purposes of putting me on Earth and asking me to be alone. Where is the justice? But then again...time will bring me answers. But time is the ultimate killing weapon. Making someone wait for something is an utmost punishment that is known to mankind. Sheeeshh! I should really settle down. I am thinking by 28 if I am not, I will buy myself a bride. I don't care anymore. I will be bringing good to her anyways. Her life and her family has a better way of living. I can have children. If I don't love her, I will just play pretend. What's so difficult right? There are plenty of women out there who can make do with a wedding and have a good life. No one said you need love to get married. All you need is money, and when you have money...everything is just a formality. I'm thinking of a bride from philippines or vietnam. This is the worst case scenario. Unless someone comes to my life and proves me wrong, I guess I have to prepare my mind for the above mentioned. Have a good Saturday peeps! Stay safe, enjoy the weekends, and stay classy! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 4:13 PM
Salam Eid Adha! To all my fellow muslim brothers and sisters, selamat hari raya aidiladha!! May ALLAH bless you along with your loved ones, with countless joy and happiness in this life. Aminnn. How has everyone's Friday been? Happening? Busy? Mine? My energy bar is one quarter full and I can literally doze off right now if I lay myself on my flower printed bedsheet covered bed. Haahaaha! I am very sleepy alrite. I was up from 630am and was at work by 8am... And the bloody Maricany fatty still can question my arrival time. Whaddahell?? At the very least I was around to help rather than him being early and do not know much about anything except from opening that foul smelling gap of his which equals mouth. Dammmn. I hate this kind of bullcrap people ok. The only thing they are good at is to point fingers to do and that's it. Idiot you know... On a side note, at least I have some friends around. Ardian, Omar, Sameer and Farid were there. I could have died of yawning disease ok. It's that boring. Lucky enough I brought Sonia along. She entertained me thruout the whole event. Thank you baby. I'll keep pressing your buttons and touch you in the lightwest way possible. Hehhehee!! From work, it was to nenek's place. When I arrived, only kakak was around. Heh. So it was kakak, nenek and me. It DOES have that nostalgic feeling ok. Cause that's the way it was many many many many many years ago. When yours truly was still in pampers and wearing that creaking toddler shoes. Mom, Bro, Sis and others didn't turn up. Excuses were given....I just don't understand why do people give excuses for days like these. The genuine cases, yeahhh I understand. But the obvious lazy ones?? i have no idea what to say actually. It's once a year thingy and it is only right that we come visit the old lady eh. Deep down, I believe she prefers to have her children and grandchildren around her rather than their money. Just my personal thoughts... Well, I am soooo outta here. Probably getting a nap before Kurugi Suzaki/Suzaku/Sudoku/Suzuki comes by at 6+ and have wrestling marathons. Ok that didn't come out right. Geeez. Have an awesome long weekend peeps! And I miss you all a plenty! Stay classy Singapore!! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 9:57 PM
Music changes mood As I was standing in the train from Paya Lebar till Boon Lay which is not fun at ALL, I was listening to the married men 91.3FM. The thing is this...my mood depends on the kind of music I return home to. Normally on most days, I will be listening to my own songs in my mp3. But today somehow I made an exception. I choose to listen to the married men on 91.3 instead. I have been listening to this guys since last year. Never ever FAIL to make me laugh like some deranged psycho nutcase when I am in public. I would find myself trying to stop myself from bursting out with laughter. It is really really a therapeutic kinda feeling. Even though I still prefer Andre to John Klass, the latter is doing the job well too. And Audrey who is awesomely gorgeous but replaced with her younger sister Jill who is very mischievious, does a good job. I guess it runs in the family? Hee. So I got home not feeling cranky, emotional or very bitter. In fact, I was in a lively mood. So lively that it ignited the whole house into a frenzy. Hahahh! Of course I am joking. What frenzy can there be when sister is already sleeping and mom is happily watching "So You Think You Can Dance" on channel 19, AXN. And me? In my room typing this away while trying to cope with facebook notifications. I am very much addicted to facebook if you must know. Like the movie Twilight, how Edward claim to Bella on how she is like his own personal brand of heroin, yeahh...that prety much describes my facebook addiction. Sheeesh! I even can be on facebook on long hours on my mobile! Yeah...believe THAT!! Side note; I can't wait to watch "New Moon". Lily darling, I am putting you on high alert ok. Since you caught the first one with me, it is only justice that you do the second round with me. Okayyyyyy. That sure didn't sound too well. My gooodness! Sorry syawwal! Don't angry ok. You my frennnnn. Hehhehehe!! I wanna chop chip buff my fingernails. It's getting yellow and some of the food particles seems stuck in them. Shall I dig them up and find out how it taste like? EWWWWWWW!! I better start rounding things up here. But before I leave, here's some photo from my outing with Team A.N.A. There's Fiza, Fahmy, Nas, Ummar, Aidil and of course, your royalty AJ. Hahahhha! We were out karaokeing till the wee hours and I came to office the next day, very much zombified. Bummer. Alritey then, enjoy the pictures ok peeps! Click the snapshot below for more. Have an awesome Wednesday world! Stay classy!  Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! @ 1:26 AM
Calmness In Disguise Do night time always give us a sense of loneliness when you are single? Or is it just me? Everytime during wee hours like these when I am supposed to be recuperating with an awesome cooling sleep and some smooth jazz tune in the background, I feel like I want someone. I want someone to love to be exact. I am no fan of long hours of chats on the phone but if there is something which can change that in me, I bet it is that thing called love. I can't help it ok. Thus far, after more than 3 years, maybe just one had done enough to make me want more of her. Really. Of course I won't reveal any names in here. It is a private thing you know... I try my best to be around people......well I THINK I tried. Most probably I need someone to point me a gun on my head to get me go back into the whole dating scene. Last Friday, Tubby asked me, why am I not dating or seeing someone seriously? I need some time to actually think about an answer. It is not an answer from the heart, but more to like an interpretation of what I feel. Cause what I feel, I found it hard to put into words...so I just came up with "belum ader jodoh" answer. Sheeesh! Maybe that's it. I have yet to find or meet the one true love. And maybe I have, just that it is not the correct time yet? I won't know these things. It's complicated. And complications make me sleepy, so good night people! Stay classy! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 3:03 AM
Tubby Impromptu Shalalalala, it's the weekends already so let's shout hip hip! Hip hip! Hooray! Hehehe! I don't actually know why am I cheering actually. The initial plan for catching 2012 with Nurul, has been put on hold. Last minute, the girl had something to attend to. She'll get back to me probably later in the day. I am a nice person, of course I won't hurry her into making a decision ok. CAN YOU PLEASE HURRY NURUL?! Hahahahahhhaha!! I had an awesome start to this weekend. First, I gotta meet Tubby! It has indeed been an awfully long time since I last saw my babygirl here ok. And come 3 weeks time, she's all legal! 18 sweetheart, 18! Wooooots! And all she can think about is club. That miang girl ehh, betol punye bertuah la! Hahahaha! It was an impromptu meetup actually. All last minute plan which simply materialise on its own. We didn't do much actually. Had dinner, chillout at Starbucks, and I was served by my favourite Barista, Maira. Small eyes she have, AJ loike! Very cute ok! Hehehhehe! AND her smile too. Cair lorh. Kekekeke! By 10, Tubby's bf fetched her while yours truly took service 502 home and slept thruout the journey. By the time I woke up, it was already Jurong! I wonder how do I look when I was asleep. Any snores, self-mumbling or any leg hands action movement? Heee. Whatever it is, I came home and everyone is asleep. Geez. It just seems that the whole family has life to deal with. Even though we're at home, we barely talked. So boring. I wish I have a girlfriend, wife and kids. Heh. Am I saying this out of sleepiness? I bet I am. I will go turn in now. Have a good night rest peeps! Stay classy! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
Chill Thru The Night Chilly night. That is all I can say actually. It is really cold. "Winter" time has hit this region I guess. Last night I slept with the blankie and without the fan. Can you believe that? On normal days, I would be perspiring like a smelly fart. Sheeesh! So it is a good thing ehhh, once in a while, cooling. The only negative thing is.....the rainy weather. Especially during the evening and night time. That is when I would love to do night shots. With all the beaming bulbs begging to be shot with my spanking new babygirl, Sonia, it is no fun when rain starts to have an affair ok. Grrrr. Like the previous night I was on location at Marina Barrage. Just as we arrived, it started pouring. The sight of the singapore flyer was as if its opacity level was brought down to zero. Yikes!! I leave it to you guys to imagine how the whole scenario looks like okay. Right now, I am watching Singapore's match against Thailand. A delayed telecast. The only reason why it gets delayed to this hour is NOT to let Singaporeans feel embarrassed about the soon to be defeat. C'monnn, you don't expect Singapore to win....right? We ain't good enough for now. Just an honest opinion though... I am off to bed right now. Sleeping is soooo addictive. Haha! Have an awesome rest people. Stay classy....much loves! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
Snappies Preplan Half the week is almost here eh. We are coming into Wednesday already. How fast. Now it is already November. Next will be December and there's so much things to do during December. Like countdown and maybe a holiday? Hahaha! That thought aside....I've been very tired lately. Why? It is because I have been out the past couple of days snapping pictures with Sonia. Damn she's awesome. I love Sonia many2 ok. She comes second, after my angel of course. Teehee! Yesterday was with Junaidi, we went to Clark Quay and went for some shots. It was drizzling a lil. Then today was to Marina Barrage with Junaidi and Razali. Our plans were backfired when it started pouring heavily. We were reduced to take shots from indoor. After awhile, the rain did simmers down, and we managed to steal some shots of the city. I wanna go back there again. For sure! Weekends seems free. I feel like going out. I really do. I wanna do something which doesn't involve much money as I have splurge heavily on Sonia. I'm left with less than $100 to spend. This doesn't include ezlink ok. And NO WAY I am going to draw money from my savings account. I love my savings money. Hahahhaha!! Don't worry too as I have already paid my necessary bills. So surviving on $100. I can! Hee. Prolly a photoshoots sounds like a cheap and fun idea. Maybe. But now, it is 15 minutes before midnight, my eyes are already half close actually. So sleep it is then. Good night sweets! Stay classy SINGAPORE! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 11:37 PM
Sonia So another friend tied the knot today. Wow...I am simply so happy to be going to weddings. Especially if it's my friend's wedding. There was plenty of familiar face around. Old faces to be exact. Faces whom I have seen since secondary one. Hahaha! The whole wedding was perfect. Even the car was gorgeous. Very authentic. After the wedding, Ummar and myself headed to IMM. Walking and walking around, I finally laid my ghost to rest and I bought myself an early christmas present! My FIRST DSLR! Yeayyyy!! Hehehheheh! I had already named her, Sonia. So Sharminia is my first lappy. Then Lilith is the second lappy. While Sonia is my DSLR. Damn I love my women. Hehehhe! I can't wait to take her out for a spin! Work tomorrow, hmmmm. I feel like taking leave. I am soooo tired the past couple of days. I don't know why. Sheeesh! Until I can figure out why, I think I better turn in. Goodnight to all! Mucho loves! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 1:13 PM
Weekend, what weekend? It is the weekend isn't it? Then can someone please explain to me why do I feel like working is much more fun than being left all stranded with nothing to do on a freaking Saturday?! Pleeeeaasseee! I need an explaination, really. As though I am on a self destruct mode I must say, over the past months. Just by myself on a weekend, home watching teevee. Yes I am complaining and whining, whichever you may prefer. Could it be that I am not out more often than usual? I actually forget when was the last time I took NR5 home. Must be months ago I guess...and that doesn't do justice to my very turmoiled state of emotion ok. Seeing others being out having fun and here you are, at home, staring at same website over and over again, or watching DVDs or even sleeping, makes me feel somewhat jealous. Why is it that people make everything look so damn easy. Example like love, dates and such. It look so easy and here I am struggling like an idiot stuck in a well trying to get out of it, to secure ONE date. My goodness. I think from today onwards, I can reward myself as the term pathetic. How's that? Hahaha! Perhaps the more I whine the more tougher the situation be. Therefore, I am going to shut up. I guess. Heh. I'll prolly go do something later on. Maybe sleep. Have a splended weekend peeps! Stay safe alrite! Mucho loves! xoxo, AJ PS: I miss my angel... Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 8:59 PM
Yakky Random Caught "Drag Me To Hell" last couple of days. It was kinda crappy actually. The ending is darn disappointing. Somehow I was expecting more but looking at the cast, which is lacking in star power, what can I expect right? Heh. I sure hope that the next few movies I will be watching are good ones. I have a whole list of movies which I plan to watch and I will try to find the DVD. Hee. Work today is as per normal. I really hate procastinating. It hinders productivity. I do not like the fact that things comes in before another thing finish. It bothers me alot. Why? Simply because I am the kinda guy who likes to finish my work and wants things to be perfect. Easy to say, you can term me as a perfectionist workaholic. Heh. The APEC meeting is here. The newspaper are filled with reports in regards to this. But somehow, I am not bothered. Maybe because I do not understand this world of politics. It is a huge gungho event where leaders of the governments and CEOs of big companies meet and talked, and finished up coffees and teas and talked again before strutting their stuffs around in their 3 piece suit and driven off in their Bents, Mercs and Audis. I like the money but I sure do not wanna know what do they do. Sentosa on Saturday? Yeahhh I know I have been going on about this countless times. Cause sometimes I end up not going cause I am all alone. Of course I am used to it but beach-ing alone is like eating in a canteen alone during recess. Sheeesh! Pathetic-ness at a brand new untouchable level. Hahahhaa!! Anyways, I got a call to wait for. I'll take my leave and yak away if I have the time and mood. You peeps take care and have an awesome time ok. Mucho loves!! xooxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 1:51 AM
Bitter Sunday I am still wide awake & the annoying fact that I need to be up early, have my butt in the train for around 45 minutes before walking another 10 minutes to the office; trust me, if I have a choice, I'll bail this one out in a heartbeat. The thing is, I do not have a choice. Even if I do, things will get screwed up and fingers pointed will be a million percent MY direction. Call it unfair you may. You see, I do not understand people who can talk so much and not back it up. Hell yeah for sure qualifications in terms of education wise I am not the best of the lot. But heyyyy, I am there. Everybody can see I am slogging it out like a dog aren't I? And there you are whining and complaining like as if someone owes you buckaroos. The way you have been treating others, now you're asking for a four letters word to be thrown right into your face. Just to give you the heads up, it starts with an F. Another clue, it rhymes with duck. Go figure. Honestly, I should still be out with friends at this hour. That is how I generally roll. Yeahhh wee hours in the morning. Be it movies or simply drawing fresh cooling night air into my lungs by the riverside, I shouldn't be at home toying over another office day on a freaking sunday. Sheeesh! And I got a friend's wedding to attend to. Now that's my salvation I guess. Else, I will be cursing and swearing thruout the week. Believe me. It is almost 2 in the morning now. Should really be in bed in order to wake up by 7 in the morning. Good luck to me in that. Happy sundays to all! Mucho loves!! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 7:02 PM
Coursie Two days on course @ SSTI, and it has been an awesome experience. It takes my mind off work and that is something I need, really. Things in office has pretty much been in a tense mode so a breathe of fresh air and fresh faces is certainly a positive up in terms or morale. Of course, the fact that I made brand new friends is a bonus I must say. I think my group is cool! Hahahha! With that being said, here I am on a Friday night. And as I am typing this away, I wonder what it feels like to be out there having a ball of a time and be home in the wee hours. Prolly age is catching up on me? I used to be out without feeling tired at all, but somehow nowadays, around 10pm, I start to tire abit. Heh. Ouh damnit, these are simply reason for my laziness cause I got no one special to spend time with! Haahahhaha!! I am sooooo getting hungry right now. I think I should do dinner at the same time, some supernatural episodes. Wooot! Now people, you darlings have an awesome time ok! Mucho loves!! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 10:17 PM
Just Some Thoughts Things are very much quiet at home. Everyone is engrossed in doing their own thing. GOD knows what the hell is doing in her room, probably chatting away with the boyfriend. Then brother is daydreaming infront of the teevee. Mom has not return home from work. Do I need to say that dad is in the philippines? Heh. And that left me. Here I am typing away on my notepad, before I copy and paste everything into blogger. I wonder why I do this anyway. Maybe I just do not like blogger's font on update mode. Somehow, nice fonts make me wanna type more. Hehehe! Sometimes I simply ran out of things to do at home. Thus, I turn to my second girlfriend, which is my tv. Going out seems to be a rather once in a while affair, since everyone has someone to cling on to. It is like the world's population is an odd number. And the left one out is, ME. Just a sad lonely boy, who works, home, tv and sleep. Ouh well, let's get out of a slumber mode alrite. Now I feel like watching Supernatural. Yeahhh I should. Watching Dean and Sam makes me quirky! Hahahahaha! They are simply so funny! Probably the best on screen duo! Heh. With that being said, goooood lovely night peepsos! Love ya all alot alot!! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
Maiden November It is kinda late to shout "Hellooooo November" but what the heck. HELLLLOOOO NOVEMMMBERRR!! The brand new month is in tow and I foresee great things happening for me, in terms of social life. Work life? Nahhhh, it is a pretty much a routine factor. Day in day out, I comes in and do my thing and then buzzed off from there. Sure thing it is a good place to work in ya know. Being able to do your solat without any "red" eyes, at the same time do da'wah. But the fact that there's certain individuals who pretty much have the word SUCKS glued on their forehead, cast a dark cloud on the whole supposedly beautiful scenery. But let's not talk about work shall we? Cause I did mentioned that everything is routine so nothing unexpected is about or going to happen. How was your first of November my fellow misfits!? Was it aweeesommmee?? I certainly hope it was alrite. A laid back weekend was something that I had actually. Didn't went out as much as I wanted to. Saturday was meant to go to the zoo with a friend but it got cancelled due to an unforeseen circumstance, but that's alrite. With the plan being cancelled, Saturday saw me on a quest to get myself my very first DSLR. And the model that I sought after, was out of stock. I tried Harvey Norman Jurong Point and even made the trip to Best Denki at IMM. Sheeessh! What luck. But look on the bright side, I got another month to save and this time round, SITEX is coming end of november. Perfect timing. What else is there that I need to say? Hmmm...beside the fact that John Cena is the new WWE champion makes me livid. But I found calmness and peace when Man United won 2-0 against Blackburn, Liverfoool...ooops! Liverpool LOST 1-3 to FULHAM (now that's a disgrace), and lastly....RED BULL RACING scored a 1 2 finish at the inaugural Abu Dhabi Grand Prix. And the Yas Marina was BEAAUUTIIFUL! Everything just look outstanding and that underground slope after the pit lane, is VERY interesting! Like it's there for accident waiting to happen! Hahahaha! That's my weekend for you I guess. Pretty much simple I must say. How was YOUR weekend peeps? Good? Tiring? Lemme know alrite. Facebook me! I look forward to your says, that's for sure. Good night everybody, and have a splendid Monday!! GOD bless!! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |