the writer


Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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At times, I don't need these things anymore, so I am selling them off at reasonable prices. =)


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Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 1:38 AM
Distraught

I feel kinda sucky for tonight. I am sort of livid over something which I do NOT even know whether it should feel affected or not. Ouh gosh. I don't appreciate having the emotion to feel when it comes to this kinda things; which simply enjoys making a fool out of me. At some points, I felt like I am just plain naive. Like trusting someone's sweet words, beautiful smiles, kind & loving gestures. Obviously it is a well known fact that when it comes to anything which involves issues of the heart, I am a sucker for it. Urgh. Bitch slap me anyone?

Now I do not know if I should be holding regrets. What I DO know is when things happen...it is best to move forward. Be it difficult or not. That is how I have been living my life. Lessons learnt. Whoever next that walks into my path, I hope I can be a better person. I want to. So much for looking forward to next few days. Feels so dumb! I wonder if my efforts of being around when it matters most will be remembered. Perhaps not. Ouh well. Somehow I feel like I am a pertol station. A one stop destination where people come, do their do and leave.

Prove me wrong....someone? :(

xoxo,
AJ


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