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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
To Love & To Hold, NOT

I returned home a couple of hours ago, and while I was stuffing my sweaty shirt into the washing machine, mom entered the kitchen and asked me, "Are you dating anyone? Do you like anyone? Does any girl like you? When you going to find someone?". Waduhhhhhh. Which one should I answer first? I do not have a clue so I just merge my answer for all questions. Simply by saying, "I don't know. Maybe I am borned and not meant to have someone to love." She gave me a blank look and me? I stepped into my room and have my dosage of Mafia Wars! Level 70++ already! Hahahhaha!!

Honestly, AJ here, really REALLY want to settle down and have something to plan for. Not that currently I don't but you know, plan for another big chapter in life. To have a family of my own. That is a dream for me. Hehehe! But I am not in the power to make things happen. Sure thing, I have tried to date around and get to know people. But at the end of the day, I am met with cold treatments after that FIRST blind date. Of course I am assuming, the girls that I met, doesn't really likes what they see. If before meeting, the text messages were so hyper, so full of questions but after that? The tone of the text changes. It turns out to be a "I ask questions and she answers" kinda scenario. Example?

Before Meet
Me: Hey girl, what are u up to?? =)
Girl: Nothing much. What about you dude? Is your day fun? =)

*the conversation will go on, cause things will be a two way affair.

After Meet
Me: Hey girl, what are u up to?? =)
Girl: Watching TV.

*now, do you think I wanna continue a conversation with this?

The conversation is already dead with the first reply. So, to proceed, is an absolute waste of effort. And that's how it ends and thus, I would be back to square one. Maybe a couple of you encounter this like once or twice, but if you are in my shoes, I have had this since I was 17. Secondary school I don't date. Only after O levels eh. Hehehe! With that being said, I certainly can boast a wealth of ONE date experience. C'mon, I ain't a fool to not notice the difference in the way people react. Let me clarify this, I AM VERY GOOD at paying attention on details. Especially, behavior.

See la, all this is mom's fault. Her questions made me come up with THIS kind of entry. Sheesshh! Anyway, I have been wanting to voice what I feel, so here is part of it. And doing this while tuning in to Class 95's Love Songs, isn't doing me any justice. Really. Bummer!

Right, now I wanna grab something to eat. I am famished. It is Fridee night, but I got work tomorrow. That explains me at home at this hour. But don't worry. I won't be home tomorrow night! Sleepover!! Wooohooooo!!! Have a lovely weekends baby hunneys! Stay safe all of you! I hearts each and every single one of you! Heheehhe!

xoxo,
AJ


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