the writer Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips ![]() dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
To Love & To Hold, NOT I returned home a couple of hours ago, and while I was stuffing my sweaty shirt into the washing machine, mom entered the kitchen and asked me, "Are you dating anyone? Do you like anyone? Does any girl like you? When you going to find someone?". Waduhhhhhh. Which one should I answer first? I do not have a clue so I just merge my answer for all questions. Simply by saying, "I don't know. Maybe I am borned and not meant to have someone to love." She gave me a blank look and me? I stepped into my room and have my dosage of Mafia Wars! Level 70++ already! Hahahhaha!! Honestly, AJ here, really REALLY want to settle down and have something to plan for. Not that currently I don't but you know, plan for another big chapter in life. To have a family of my own. That is a dream for me. Hehehe! But I am not in the power to make things happen. Sure thing, I have tried to date around and get to know people. But at the end of the day, I am met with cold treatments after that FIRST blind date. Of course I am assuming, the girls that I met, doesn't really likes what they see. If before meeting, the text messages were so hyper, so full of questions but after that? The tone of the text changes. It turns out to be a "I ask questions and she answers" kinda scenario. Example? Before Meet Me: Hey girl, what are u up to?? =) Girl: Nothing much. What about you dude? Is your day fun? =) *the conversation will go on, cause things will be a two way affair. After Meet Me: Hey girl, what are u up to?? =) Girl: Watching TV. *now, do you think I wanna continue a conversation with this? The conversation is already dead with the first reply. So, to proceed, is an absolute waste of effort. And that's how it ends and thus, I would be back to square one. Maybe a couple of you encounter this like once or twice, but if you are in my shoes, I have had this since I was 17. Secondary school I don't date. Only after O levels eh. Hehehe! With that being said, I certainly can boast a wealth of ONE date experience. C'mon, I ain't a fool to not notice the difference in the way people react. Let me clarify this, I AM VERY GOOD at paying attention on details. Especially, behavior. See la, all this is mom's fault. Her questions made me come up with THIS kind of entry. Sheesshh! Anyway, I have been wanting to voice what I feel, so here is part of it. And doing this while tuning in to Class 95's Love Songs, isn't doing me any justice. Really. Bummer! Right, now I wanna grab something to eat. I am famished. It is Fridee night, but I got work tomorrow. That explains me at home at this hour. But don't worry. I won't be home tomorrow night! Sleepover!! Wooohooooo!!! Have a lovely weekends baby hunneys! Stay safe all of you! I hearts each and every single one of you! Heheehhe! xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |