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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 11:39 PM
Bad Day In Office

I bumped into Ummar while in the train this morning. First thing that pops OUT of my mouth to him was, "Pagi2 da muke kau. Confirm hari aku niari mcm sial." Let me translate what I just mentioned alrite. What I said was, "Early in the morning, your face comes into the frame. I am soooo going to have a bad day in office." Now, with that being said, the day in the office WAS bad! I was being told to do redundant stuffs. Buy food for some a meeting which is beyond my office hours. Now can you tell me, who in the world have murtabak as food for meeting?! Shheeeshh! And going to Haig Road and wait for the brother to make the murtabak isn't a 5 minute affair ehhh. Bummer...

All that errands ran, I ended up reaching home at 845pm. I am soooo bloody tired. My brain is exhausted. My back is sticky. Eyes droopy, but I am here typing this out and chating with Q and M. Apart from that, nothing much. Internet is getting surreally boring. Can someone make the internet a place to be fun again?? Facebook is fun. Hahahha!

*YAWNS* That's it. I am turning in. No time to waste. Tomorrow work starts at 12pm and ends at 9pm. What a hunky dory "fun" time I will be having ehhh. Hmpphh! Anyways, take good care of yourself darlings, stay safe and be cheerful as always...you know you love me...

xoxo,
AJ


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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
BEAUTIFUL Day

I told myself again and again and again in the morning before I switched on my damn slowwww PC in the office that today is going to be an absolutely wonderful day. And it was certainly, one hellofan amazing Tuesday. It involves two of the most beautiful adorable smile I've every laid eyes on. I still think that Q, has the perfect smile. That girl....she's uniquely beautiful, like an angel. I certainly hope she isn't reading this, I might get kicked by her up in the ass. Hehehe!

Right, why my day was a wonder one?? I was setting up a class & in came this lady. A fillipino catholic. I won't mention her name here but she is an absolutely adorable lady. She is probably in her late twenties or early thirties. Age doesn't matter, but what is, is that she smiled. And I tell you, my heart simply dropped to the ground with relative ease. I got blanked out for a couple of seconds before giving a returning smile. I did not notice anything or anyone else in the room except her. Damn! That moment was sheeeshhh! A remarkable one.

Additional to that, I bumped into an old friend. Someone from starhub. I need to take a 3 time look to confirm before I voiced out, "Are you from starhub??". She mentioned yeah and she looked at me for another couple of minutes before she can remember me. Hahahah! Damn! What a small world ehhhh. She too is going for conversion to Islam, including the Catholic lady I mentioned above. It is somewhat a very warm feeling knowing that these people have chosen to convert and the organization that you are working in helps them to do so.

Apart from that work was pretty alright. I was doing a lot of phonecalls and email replies since the office strength was majorly reduced today due to some people being on MC and on leave. I'm a superhero, so I can cope. Heehhe! Tomorrow another day in the office but this time round, there is a meeting at 5 plus. I am soooooo not looking forward to it. I got the feeling that it might ends after 6pm. I wanna smack the organizer's head if that happens okay. Can??

Nas and I have pinpointed somemore stuffs that we wanna get at Jurong Point. A couple of jeans and perfume. I don't know. I need to really organise my spending itinerary. Else, I might end up being cashless before payday. Yikes! Now that won't be fun cause I wanna hit out and have fun thru' the weekends! Yeeehuuu!!

I'm done typing here. I'll be leaving you darlings with snapshots from last Sunday's outing with the boys. We planned to have an Xbox Saturday night, but ended up with pizza and watching X-men:Wolverine. Awesomeness! The next day we went towning and shopping! AGAIN, I think I overdid my spending, but all in all, it was a bargain. Ouh, the TANGS lady at the unforgivable booth was super cute. And so was the indons and fillipinos flooding Lucky Plaza. Well, only some of them were gorgeous. There was a moment where one of them was too pretty and I like it and Ummar went to get her number but she was already running away! Hahahhaha! Ouh well, it was worth a shot. I won't say much more now. Here comes the pictures, you all enjoy ok. I love ya!

xoxo,
AJ


























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Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 10:49 PM
Drained

Lethargic, sleepy, exhausted. Grab all the words or phrases that means TIRED, and mashed them all into one big pinata bowl. I am beyond my energy level. When I mentioned beyond, I mean beyond LOW. Sheeshh! It was just a walkabout in Jurong Point with Nas and Lily where I need to get my necessary stuffs and yet I am drained? Something must be wrong somewhere. Urgh. Anyways, I am turning in, so should there be any needs, don't forget to beep2 or text me! Numbers is 82755087. Those with my private number, contact me there. Hee. Nightie nights darlings! Love ya!

xoxo,
AJ


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@ 11:18 AM
Absence | Course | Tiredness

Two days without update, I feel strange. Ahuh. Unless I am going on a hiatus or decided to drop off the grid, I would constantly be thinking on what to write and HOW to write it. I don't like writing but I do like rambling and discussing kindof writing. Does that make sense? *SHRUGS*

Supposedly today is my off day. But I got a course to attend to at two. Which means, I will be getting my 4 hours of "claimed" off, on another day. And I have chosen, the 8th of May which is a Frideedaidee-day! Long weekend, I can't wait. I've yet to plan what to do but uhhhm, I am sure I can come up with something exuberant and fun. Provided the friends are available of course.

It is a quarter past 11 which means I need to get a shower and be ready for work. I just hope I don't fall asleep during the course. I am in much need of a longgg longgg rest. Nowadays, going out and walking around lead to utter tiredness. This doesn't apply to only me. It goes to the boys too. Yesterday we were walking and walking and it was sooooo tiring. Is it possible that we are simply tired of walking? Hahahhaha!

Alrite darlings, your hero needs to fly off to work. I'll catch up with you soon. And plus, I'll do an update about the sleepover at Andi's prolly later in the day. Take care, have a lovely Monday and GOD bless! You know you love me...

xoxo,
AJ


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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
To Love & To Hold, NOT

I returned home a couple of hours ago, and while I was stuffing my sweaty shirt into the washing machine, mom entered the kitchen and asked me, "Are you dating anyone? Do you like anyone? Does any girl like you? When you going to find someone?". Waduhhhhhh. Which one should I answer first? I do not have a clue so I just merge my answer for all questions. Simply by saying, "I don't know. Maybe I am borned and not meant to have someone to love." She gave me a blank look and me? I stepped into my room and have my dosage of Mafia Wars! Level 70++ already! Hahahhaha!!

Honestly, AJ here, really REALLY want to settle down and have something to plan for. Not that currently I don't but you know, plan for another big chapter in life. To have a family of my own. That is a dream for me. Hehehe! But I am not in the power to make things happen. Sure thing, I have tried to date around and get to know people. But at the end of the day, I am met with cold treatments after that FIRST blind date. Of course I am assuming, the girls that I met, doesn't really likes what they see. If before meeting, the text messages were so hyper, so full of questions but after that? The tone of the text changes. It turns out to be a "I ask questions and she answers" kinda scenario. Example?

Before Meet
Me: Hey girl, what are u up to?? =)
Girl: Nothing much. What about you dude? Is your day fun? =)

*the conversation will go on, cause things will be a two way affair.

After Meet
Me: Hey girl, what are u up to?? =)
Girl: Watching TV.

*now, do you think I wanna continue a conversation with this?

The conversation is already dead with the first reply. So, to proceed, is an absolute waste of effort. And that's how it ends and thus, I would be back to square one. Maybe a couple of you encounter this like once or twice, but if you are in my shoes, I have had this since I was 17. Secondary school I don't date. Only after O levels eh. Hehehe! With that being said, I certainly can boast a wealth of ONE date experience. C'mon, I ain't a fool to not notice the difference in the way people react. Let me clarify this, I AM VERY GOOD at paying attention on details. Especially, behavior.

See la, all this is mom's fault. Her questions made me come up with THIS kind of entry. Sheesshh! Anyway, I have been wanting to voice what I feel, so here is part of it. And doing this while tuning in to Class 95's Love Songs, isn't doing me any justice. Really. Bummer!

Right, now I wanna grab something to eat. I am famished. It is Fridee night, but I got work tomorrow. That explains me at home at this hour. But don't worry. I won't be home tomorrow night! Sleepover!! Wooohooooo!!! Have a lovely weekends baby hunneys! Stay safe all of you! I hearts each and every single one of you! Heheehhe!

xoxo,
AJ


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Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
Perceptions | Degree

I want to rant! Can?? But I don't wanna type it out HERE. I wanna scream and shout at the beach, run away to a place where people can accept me for who I am. Is that possible?? Boohooo, not another emotional night by AJ?! Yikes! Nahhhh, you do not have to worry about that. As far as I am concern, I am just going to remain calm & collected and not be angry or put emotion-filled words into this entry. Hee.

Things has pretty much gone stale. I need some refreshments. This time I need to carefully select them. Doesn't mean the pictures of food looks nice, it taste nice. It doesn't work that way for sure. Take it from me thru experience. I saw a picture of Nasi Ayam goreng at one of the stalls in Geylang. It looked really delicious but when eaten, it was so so and not very tempting anymore. Easy to say, that probably is my first and last time eating there. Sheessh! Obviously I am not gonna mention the stall alrite, I might get sued.

There was a training in the afternoon just now at work. More like an advance certificate course I must say. It bored the hell out of me. Totally feel like jumping thru the window at my left, but looking at the tree branches "kissing" the panes, I opted for the door. Hahaha! There is no way of dropping out. This training thingy ends with an assesment, which requires me to type 1500 words. Anyway, this is a 3 days affair so last day would be Monday, which THEN we would need to do our essay. Now you tell me, the last time I did essay was an effing 9 years ago during my O Levels. How the FISH am I going to get my grey matters spinning again for this writeup?!

I am seriously contemplating on taking up Degree In Business Administration, specialising in Human Resource. Kaplan has it and SHRI too. But SHRI is really really a pocket burner. I don't think I can afford it now. Maybe in a few years. Which means, I am left with Kaplan. The university offering the degree is Swissburne. I've done my research and honestly, I am satisfied with what I see and heard and read. Hmmm, probably I might be going for a preview on one of their sessions. Let's hope that work doesn't clash with my degree aspirations. Sheesshh! I don't see my future in my current workplace. Basically, I am there to gain experience. Heh.

Gosh! I am so drained right now. I need to take a shower and have a good rest. Work starts at 9 and I need to be early. Bahhhh. Have a lovely night darlings! Ouh by the way, just now in the train on the way home while I was reading my tabloid, a MINAH WITH TATTOOS on her arms smiled at me. Not a flirty kind of smile, but simply a "hi how are you" kind. X_X Of course I smiled back. That got me wondering, we humans are very complicated creatures. A murderer-like look with the heart of an angel or an assassin in an angel's robe? Chooose...

xoxo,
AJ


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@ 9:44 AM
Holiday In Need


I need a holiday! And I am thinking, at the end of the year, I wanna go Bali! Somehow I need to get hold of some friends first. The more the merrier. In office....yes in office, (hahaha!) I have been doing google search and readups on beachfront resorts and there are some nice affordable suites available. Obviously I don't wanna be in a cheap cheap motel. I want a suite! Can?! Once in a while, be pampered and be king! Hehehehe!


Another destination is Redang Island, at Terengganu. Wahhhh looking at the pictures sure makes me wanna tie my wallet up, not spend anything until year end. How??? Can I have an advance performance bonus or AWS?? Heehehehe! Fancy asking for that when I am just a month old in the organization. Sheesshhh! But really, a holiday is something I wanna do badly by end of year. Now all I need is a date. Or a girlfriend. Better, potential wife. Right, I'm bringing this too far. Heee. By any means, having someone you love, will be a big plus point.

Work starts at 12 in the afternoon today for me. Knocking off at 9pm is a very boring affair. Do I need to say more? Totally hates the timing okay. Feels like the whole energy has been sucked out of you by end of the day. Nyehhh. Anyways, I better have my shower and prepare for work. Close friends know I get ready like a girl. Takes 1 whole hour! Bahhhh. Have a love midweek darlings! Love ya!

xoxo,
AJ


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Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 11:13 PM
Dry | Day Maker | Idol

Things in the office are starting to get onto my nerves. Working in a non-profitable and religious organization, sure does need a lot of patience. It would not be fair if I were to start comparing isn't it? My previous work place has better salary structure, better welfare, better friends. Truth to be told, I actually MISS working at Sime Darby. I mean only at times that things might get a lil tight during certain period of the month but apart from that, the environment that I am in and the people that surrounds me from 9am to 6pm, is an absolute thriller. For sure I am going to do a pit stop in future. Who knows, they might have vacancy ehh. Hehehehe!

I do not quite know how I can learn anything from my current job. So far, one month has passed and I did learnt afew here and there stuffs, but not much. There are a few colleagues of mine who advised me that should I have another offer from somewhere else, grab it. Cause being at my current post, doesn't quite suits me for the future. I do not know to take their words for it but uhhhm, they have been there for a couple of years and contemplating to leave. When? I do NOT know.

Besides spending 5 minutes stroking a stray cat while on the way home and drinking my pokka milk coffee, today has pretty much been a dry one. Yessss my favourite coffee perks me up so much that it made my day ehh. The other person who has been making my day for the past week, I've heard nothing from that end. I miss that, alot! Hehehe! Sooo I am lucky enough to be getting a substitute in terms of a cat and a drink. Now now, how pathetic. Nyeahahhaha!!

Mallyyy texted good morning. Lily called to oogle at a boy in a train. Errmm, yeahh thats about it I guess. These two slenger people I love many-many! Heh. Mallyyy, don't complain too much ok, you have a job! And Lily, don't oogle, you have a boyfriend on ship! Hehehehehe! Righttt, I seriously cannot think of anything else to type.

Ouh yes! Adam Lambert is soooooo going to win this year's American Idol. If he don't?? Lemme bet with you that he will be much popular and better than whoever will win this year's competition. It is looking very much to be a one way competition. An unlikely challenge from him, I think it would be Chris. I love his Jason Mraz style AND his wife is sucha beautiful lady! Really! How lucky! Haha!

Well, as I peeked thru the grilles of my window, the trees are swinging and the wind is blowing. Looks like it is going to rain. That's my cue to go to bed. With that being said, I'm outta here. You darlings take care, enjoy your day and stay cheerful alrite. I love you...

xoxo,
AJ


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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 9:27 PM
Najip | Different | Loved

Mom and sis are watching 70-an gerek on suria. I find the show VERY irritating and crappy BUT yet entertaining and funny. Haha! Najip Ali and his antiques has never failed to jumpstart my ticklish bone everytime he is on screen. His hair itself can make me laugh. Hahahahha!

Haaa, work was fine today. I am sooo darn tired. Mentally, I am freaked out. In return, that made my entire body want to shut down and doze off into an early night. Can I do that?? I don't have anything to do. Unlike the last couple of months, where I would gladly stay awake till wee hours to text or call someone. Now? I find myself shrouded with questions such as, why do girls can't accept someone like me? Hahahha!

Should I talk about being different?? Hmmm. I don't think. It is a somewhat emotional topic for me. At time during my darkest hours, I would blamed GOD for bringing me to earth like this. BUT that is a sin. I knowww I knowww I was definitely wrong. So being the apologetic person that I am, I would seek forgiveness la. Nyehhh, it was all in a moment of madness. I let things get to me and that is my bad. I've been actually blessed. Despite being different, I am given gifts. In terms of friends, I have the most amazing bunch in the world! Hehehe!

Well, I wanna take a spot on my bed. My neck strain is certainly murdering me. Urgh! Have a lovely lovely night darlings! I love you!

xoxo,
AJ


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Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 6:24 PM
Routines | Sunday Night Out

Monday have been in fact a very lazy one. I can get used to this ya know. Not coming to work on a Monday is nice. Why? Because you get to laugh at your friends who does. Hahahaha! Okay fine I know I am evil. It is just one of those very nice feeling to irritate people. Loves it! Let's see...what did I do today??

Woke up at 10 in the morning. Did the whole morning routine and came online. Had my daily dosage of Mafia Wars. Yes I am very sinfully and dangerously addicted to it. Even in the office, it is my sole entertainment medium. Apart from that, had my usual catch ups and moments with Prada and Lily. Not the bestie Lily, another Lily. The bestie Lily when I called at 2pm in the afternoon, she was still sleeping! How to get job youuuu?! Hahaha! Why did I called? Cause I wanna tell you about job vacancy la girl! You want me to ask Prada and I already did, so get back to me if you are reading this.




By noon, got a lil hungry so maggie curry did the trick. I know I know it's not healthy. Annevelysia darling, thank you for your concern ehhh. But AJ has been restraining from eating maggie for months already. So once in awhile to satisfy the urges (which sounds so wrong here), is okay. Right? Kekekeke!! What else now......OUH! Teaching Prada how do rounded edges on Photoshop is troublesome, but that girl was being irritatingly cute. Hahahaha slenger kamu! And from brb, she went offline already. Crazy mafia. You wait ehh! Hahaha!!

Anyways, yours truly managed to do some catching up with his boys, Andi and Nas. Been awhile since Andi and Nas gotta meet. So when oppurtunity arises, it was grabbed. The initial plan was to hit Bugis, and have dinner at Tong Seng(TS). But uhhhm, I get my bearing wrong cause it really slipped my mind that TS closes on Sundays. Disappointed and very hungry and lazy to walk or find other eating places, we end up having dinner two shops away.

Both Andi and I had Nasi Ayam Penyet while Nas had Ikan Penyet. The chilli wasn't strong enough. It was mild. Very boring. Kinda like forcing a hardcore metal fan sit in and watch and symphony concert. Get the drift?? Sheesshh! That wasn't enough, 3 of us shared Murtabak Chicken. Now after THAT you saw three boys happily walking along Bugis cause their "tank" has been filled. Hahahhaha!

The whole area was its typical self. Weekends, everybody will be out. So Bugis was really packed with people scurrying across the road with shopping bags and prams and children. Sheesshh! Not knowing where else to hang out, we decided to check out iLuma, a new spot across Bugis Junction. And dammmn am I in love with the new place! There's some shops which have tops and bottoms that made me extend my "to buy" list this coming payday. Then there's Filmgarde, a never try before cinema organization. I wanna try and see if the cinema can beat my current favourite cinema, which is the Cathay Cineplex. Hehehhee! To top things off, the arcade. Not really the arcade as in the games, but the arcade has an outdoor thing going on where you overlook the city area. Snaps of the shots from the view is below. Check it out ok, I am very sure you will feel like going there yourself!

We walked around iLuma, and did our rounds at Bugis Junction. All that got us tired. We're only 25 and already having tired legs. How uhhh?? Ended up buying snapple and sat at the back of Bugis, enjoying the wind and talked about marriage. Nas was "kind" enough to bring up issues or possibility or predictions of the best friend Lily and myself getting married. Like seriously, do I have to go thru this again?? Right anot Ly?! Hahaha! Gasak korang la ehhh. Penat aku layan. Kwang3.

There was plenty of laughs and moments which went into the classic books. Nas blurness is one of them. Andi's anyhow attitude too. Me?? I don't know. I just loveeee being in the company of my boys. And Andi is getting married and mom told me, once that happens, we are going to see really really less of him. And that is indeed TRUE. A man when married, 99.95% of his time, is family. It is called responsibility. But knowing Andi for more than 12 years now, the boy's gonna manage pretty well. PLUS, he has one of the most understanding person that I have EVER came across as his wife, so I think things are gonna be fine. =)

I am SO done with this lenghty post. Pictures time? Will do! I hope everyone had an easy going monday. I did, in the comfort of my home, or should I say room. And I am still hearing Andi's cries for a new 40-inch TV for his "NEW" room. Hahahahaha!! Right, here I stop typing and you start scrolling thru the snapshots! Have a blessed day darlings! Don't forget to vote vote vote! Take care, you know I love you...

xoxo,
AJ




















































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@ 2:55 AM
Loss | Strain | Desires


It is 230am in the morning. Seriously, I am left devastated at the very fact that Man United LOST to a freakin' Everton. Read this properly. It is E-V-E-R-T-O-N. Now, losing to either Liverpool, Chelsea or Arsenal is the only defeat that I would gladly accept, but EVERTON?! Pffftttt. Fingers obviously would be pointed at the team selection. Half of it are 2nd string reserves squad. What an overconfident move huh Sir Alex?? Anyways, let's not talk soccer right now...

Neck strain is something that I clearly do NOT like. This very minute, I am having one. And it has been since this morning when I woke up. Gahhh. I'm thinking, maybe I slept for too long. I woke up at 3 in the afternoon on a sunday mind you. Nobody was at home so THAT make things much more peaceful ya see, that's why I continued sleeping. PLUS, the boys (Ummar & Nas) were at my place watching wrestling till 3 am. By then I was zombified and knocked out. What not(!?), since I woke up at 6am on a Saturday morning, went to work and must entertain my "guests". And don't forget, I need to laugh alot too which made me spent more energy, hence the fatigue. But all was simply worth it.

So, like I mentioned, I hate having a neck strain now. I can't move my neck freely. I need to turn my body instead of just the neck to look at one direction. I am thinking of that scene from "Shutter". Can I freak out now? Like puhlease?? Thankfully I don't have a weighing machine in my room, else I'll be an idiot and try to weight myself. Hehehehehe!





Monday on off. I simply have no plans whatsoever, YET. I have yet to decide whether I wanna get a PSP, HTC Touch 3G, digicam or an Xbox 360. Dilemma. Priority wise....PSP sounds good. Since everyday is a travelling boredness in the train. BUT, I am getting used to it and of course, I can sleep in the train. Hmmm. Which brings me to my desired HTC Touch 3G. If I get this, I'll have to let go my Viewty which means I need to get a digicam. HTC only serves a 3.2MP camera and that is not enough for me. Aiming for an Exilim or Finepix actually. Fickle fickle. Sheeeshhh!!

Turning in and having another good rest sounds awesome. The strain is simply getting worse by the minute. I got sharp pains at the back of my neck when I tried to tilt my head down. What a trouble act. Urgh! All of you have a good monday ok. Those with the monday blues, just smile it away darlings. Take care, I love you...

xoxo,
AJ


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