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Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 11:04 AM
Hiatus/ Heavy Heart/ Remedy I feel like going on a hiatus. Everything hasn't been going too well in life for me lately. Seems to me, it is like me standing alone and I am against the world. I am unable to celebrate happy news with that charismatic joy that I am known for. This black cloud hanging over my head is something that I need to overcome. How? Absolutely no idea, I am still figuring that part out. I wonder, does this heavy depressed feeling got something to do with work? Because if you are new to this blog of mine, I have been officially parading the fact that I hate my job. All about it. The distance is taxing. The people there are nice but they are not my kind of friends. I can't be myself. I can't either talk or act the way I used to. Putting on a mask for 9 hours everyday is tough. And my job scope, let's just say that it is not my forte. No interest at all. Geez. So now, could all of the above lead to where I am feeling now? Or is it about time that I am in need of someone or something to get me back on track? Not saying that I am a needy individual, but just someone to live a life with. Maybe I need an X-box 360 eh! Hehehehe! When I have that, trust me, I am soooo going to be done with dating. Huhu! Right, that's exaggerating. Hee. Anyways, I pray to Allah and hope that this rough patch would be over soon. That's all from me I guess. I suppose I need to be outta here before I turned into an emotional wreck AGAIN. Urgh! All of you, enjoy the weekends, stay safe, be in love and smile! I'll try to smile. Hehe! See you around lovelies! You know you love me... xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |