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the writer  Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips  dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Monday, January 26, 2009 @ 12:31 PM
Lunar Lunar For a start, I wanna wish all of my chinese mates a safe and joyous Lunar New Year!! I hope that each one of you is safe in the comfort of the arms of the familia alrite. Nothing and I mean nothing, is more important than family. After that then come your close friends who are like family, example for me would be the bestie bestie Andi. Something like that. Hee. Okay let's not get into the webs of whois important and what not. Anyways, how's everyone enjoying the long weekends huh?? Students must be loving this. Those who are caught doing shifts at work wouldn't. But I'm assure you'll be compensate handsomely. Haaa... I don't know what more to say actually. Ya know, life has been, well I wouldn't say meaningless but uhmmm, lonely I think? That word probably best describe the void that I have tirelessly tried to cover and the fact that it's getting bigger and darker by the weeks, it terrifies me. Obviously, the answer to my paranoia is to fall in love and have a happily ever after. Tell you what, I've been out of the dating scene for 2 years already. I am going to be bold here and claim that I KNOW how to treat a lady, but that is one thing. The other thing is whether I want to open up to her. Now THAT is a different issue altogether. I don't and I can't see myself opening up to anyone except N. I just don't know why. But when I opened up, all I see is a one-way bourbon street. I don't like one-way. Thru experience, it will end with myself being the one hurt. I'm telling myself that maybe it's not her I should be opening up to. Maybe I got the wrong lady. Or or I am just toooo blinded to see the one for me is right under my nose? Like how Clark Kent asked Chloe Sullivan, "How do you know if the one for you is right in front of you and what happens if you're too blind to see it?". And chloe just said, "if she's for you, you will know". Ouh geez. This might take forever then. Eh! Mom cooked roti kirai! I loike!! Can smell the curry oready! I'm off!! I'll say hi to you all again soon! Hehehe! I guess the only thing that can get me smiling is foood eh. Woooo best! Have a safe and prosperous new year darlings!! You know you love me... xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |