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the writer  Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips  dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 3:19 PM
3 months.. Officially, I AM utterly out of my skull on what I should do right now at home. Urgh. I can watch tv all day long but that is being very very unproductive. I need something to keep me up in my seats. Really. Ouh boy. I don't know if the decision I made a few weeks ago is a bad one. I am now paying the price for it. Somehow I am losing faith bit by bit. It gets so bad, that there was ONCE I asked myself "Do GOD exist? Like if HE does, then why isn't HE helping me?". Yeah, I was driven to THAT point. It has been 3 months and calls from employers have been at a meagre level. If there is, it is something that isn't suited to me. Like they need physically fit people to do work. FYI, I ain't that fit if you ask me. Heh. I'm losing my train of thoughts and I just don't know anymore. I might be going under the radar for the moment. So those who have my private number, dial me up if anything's up ok. Take care darlings. You know I love you... xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |