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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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At times, I don't need these things anymore, so I am selling them off at reasonable prices. =)


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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 12:20 AM
A Silent Scream On Deaf Ears

I just had my fill of mee soto and I am so very full to the brim of my stomach tank. Gahhh. Yeah yeah your eyes didn't play tricks on you that at this hour (1215AM), I went down with my tall and handsome brother (i know at least ONE will agree with me on this) to the coffeeshop and tapao. Heh heh. Okayyyy fine I lied. My brother went alone while I sat on my throne at home and waited for the arrival of the mee soto. Hehehehe!!

I've been trying to shrug off a certain uhhrm....I don't know what to call it, disappointment? It's like this anchor feeling that's making me feel low and moody and banged up. It's as if I'm watching my whole empire crumbled right before my very eyes. Geez. It's a very frightening experience to go down this route again. I hope and I pray that I can get thru' this emotional wave without troubling any of my closed ones. They don't deserve my whining alrite.

One of my bestie is in love again. Like finally. It's NAS! Yeay! He's been contacting this girl and both of them have been on the phone for hours and hours and after more than a month, love strucked. I don't know when will my homeboy go proposing to her for a relationship eh. Hahaaaaa I can't wait to meet the girl! Andi's gonna get married is less than 6 months. Then Nas is in the junction of his life where it's a one way street down Love Avenue. Which at the end of the equation left me. The solo one. Boy oh boy. Can I go pondering who will my soulmate be? Please?

I am not afraid about being single and having attached friends all around me but, what scares me...is I could be too blind to notice someone who could be the one for me but due to me not picking her up, I might miss the chance. It's not like I have a spider sense tingling in my earbud when she comes around. Bahhh. Help?

I should probably cuddle up in my bed and talk myself to bed. Or drown myself in love songs from class 95? Hahahha! I'll be fine I guess. Ouh well, I know I will. For sure! Hee. I'm as strong hearted as a Romeo in love. Hahaha! Talk to ya'all soon? Midweeek is here, hang in there babies!! 2 more days to weekends. Stay productive and do remember to drop your votes for January artist of the month before leaving. That's a wrap from me for now. You know I love you.

xoxo,
AJ


Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves!