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the writer  Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips  dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 1:58 PM
Crush Crush Crush  I'm missing a certain someone. When I say someone, I wasn't referring to a friend whois close. The strange thing is that person is apart from a casual "Hi" and smile, is a stranger. And of course she's a girl. Why would I miss a boy who isn't close to me. Hahaha!! So my question is this. How is it possible for you to miss a stranger and what does this stranger have on you that makes him/her so special that you actually misses them? It's a question with a whole sets of answers really. A thousand and one handful of scenarios and then there's another thousands of answers. Let's just look at the whole picture from a wide minded point of view. Shall we? For this case, I am gonna use the girl as this special strange enigma which has somehow captivates this boy's teeny puny heart. How? That's another question all together. The first time the boy laid eyes on her, it was a stroll in the park with a bestfriend. And the girl was sipping hot coffee from a medium-sized cup. Time stood still for the boy, where she has the the focal point of his attention as long as she remained in sight. Thru someways, the boy did get her name and while surfin thru an online social circle, he came across a profile. A profile which got him jumping up and down the bed as if he has had the best night of his entire life, which was true. There wasn't any second thoughts when he dropped a "Hi do you remember me?" type of message into her inbox. And as agonizing as it gets, he waited and waited for three full days and finally. A reply from her which got him flailing his arms punching the air with excitement. The girl remembers and this time, she gave him her IM email. They got off to a start which was beyond his bewildered dreams. To chat and to be so excited with a stranger is a totally new feeling for him. Basically what does this girl have that got this boy so engrossed by her? It could be that he's finally opening up to someone new. Could it be the fact that he knew nothing bout the girl spurred him on? Like the more you don't know, the more you want to know that kinda thing. As the chat goes along, the girl gave the boy her number when the boy asked and from there, things just starts to crumble. Text messages saying "Hi" weren't replied, a missed call wasn't returned and literally the girl went silent and offline. She was off the boy's radar. And now, even though it has been weeks since he last heard from her, he still misses her. Why? Okay I'm thinking, like I mentioned above, the boy finally decides to open up to someone which in turn made him took the risks of having feelings again. Feelings of the heart to be exact. And when it doesn't go the way he planned, regrets started to sink in. It was by no means an easy task for him to just wipe this stranger away cause what he felt when he saw her, was something that no other beautiful girls have managed to do. And that is to make him feel what love felt like. Then she.....disappears. Obviously, this is a story folks but think about it. Have it really happened to us when we missed that certain someone who barely knows we exist? I am sure that most of us have gone thru' this before in our lifetime. It's called "Crush". Hahahaha! So what do we do? Try to know our crush? Or just being in love with them thru a glass panel which they can't see thru' to you? I hope most of you can feel what I'm trying to say alrite. And it's the weekends!! Who knows your crush might be out there, having the time of their life or maybe some, working. Say hi. It doesn't hurt. Stay safe darlings. Enjoy your Saturday and really...you know I love you. xoxo, AJ Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |