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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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At times, I don't need these things anymore, so I am selling them off at reasonable prices. =)


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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 2:16 AM
What More?

I look at ur blog and u go u miss bf, errrm what else(?)....lemme check!

Ouh u said u want to be with bf, u need him right now, u miss him and then u love him. *shrugs* But then u go about smsing me on how I've neglect you in ways that you can't feel my love no more. And then you mentioned if i STILL love you, show it. Plus, you go about scolding me on going out with my friends and stuff? Hallo?!

I wanted to show my love but how? You told me not to sms as you'll be calling at night? But where's the call? Nadaaaa! More like you play a fool with me right now right? Are you just making me come to you just for fun or what?

Please don't tell me you practically want ME to do all the work by giving you all the attention and then you give your bloody attention to him? That's the case? Nehhh I won't settle for that. I can prove to you of this love of mine if you want to, but guess what, nothing comes free.

Life is about giving and taking right? If I keep giving, how will I survive then? Jeeez. Why can't you just appreciate me for being that someone whois ALWAYS there when you needed at the most critical time?

Don't go lie to everyone now. Just admit that when you needed help the most, I've always been there. When was the last time you desperately need help and I turn you down? NEVER! Not a single time! Can't you just appreciate me for being THAT person?

You broke up with me on June 17 and then 3 days later you start another relationship. Did you know or see or FEEL the trauma that I undergone? I bet you don't spare a thought on my feelings right?! Yeahh my feeling my emotions are mine alone and like what you ALWAYS says to me, "TU YOU PUNYE PASAL LA". Fine. I suffer alone in the midst of your new relationship.

I'm simply taking one day at a time. Looking for any source of happiness to enjoy life. Unlike you, I don't have a girlfriend you see. I don't complain all these to friends. I know I can, but what for. You can have that love you yearn for. To come home and call that special someone and says I love you.

I don't have THAT luxury of saying I LOVE YOU ok! Can't YOU SEE THAT?!

I'm begging you PLEASE, just this once, put urself in my shoes and feel what I'm feeling. Just once. Haaaaaa....you get well soon aite. See you soon.


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