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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 3:32 AM
Gila punya kawan


I spent time in toilet to kill time


Time check is halfway to sunrise now. Almost 3am I start this post, so by the time I end, should be after 3am. Ahuh. I got this insomnia thingy going on ever since I start work. Heh. It's disturbing and really unhealthy you know. Nyehhh.

Wee hours of the morning make me feel sorrowful you see. I don't care about my denial of trying to live a normal life. But life hasn't been quite the same since 20/06/2007. That particular date makes my stomach sick and the thought of it just disgust me thru' and thru'. Nothing was EVER the same since that day onwards.

But I shudn't dwell much on the past right? 'Cos I've learnt, that dwelling in the past brings you nothing but pain and more pain and the one who suffers most is you yourself. Others just take that back seat, laid back and watch you go "OHHHH WHAT HAPPPEN PITY PITY ME. BOOHOOOO BOOOHOOO!".

I do think certain people enjoyed seeing you down and out. Maybe somehow it makes them feel accomplished seeing you different and not your usual self. Maybe it makes them feel superior. Maybe it makes them think that you're useless without them. Ouh I duno. There's so much maybe and then the solution go play hide can?!

I DO asked questions to myself. Why do I let this and that happen. When I have that chance to stop a certain action, why didn't I take that chance. Why and why and so much why goes about but again no answers. Every turn I make, somehow there's bound to be a booby trap. So so wrong you see.

GOD why oh why did you place me in under these kindof cicumstances? Issit to punish me first before making me happy? Or are you just trying to make me unhappy and ask me to make my own happiness? Can you like drop one or two hint? Ouh boy, can you please like drop the whole book of answers equipped with how to be honestly happy can?! Nyehhhh pleeaasshhhhh *blink x345678 times*

Fine that's it. I'm emotional one moment, and then ask GOD for help and then I go become an idiot. Ahhhh I think I'll just stay with this life, stop complaining and yeah, live life the way it's meant to be in the first place, 1 thing at a time. Heeeee. Furthermore, there's others whois much much MUCH more worst in terms of life than me, I'm appreciative of the thoughtful friends that I have currently.

And talk about friends la kannnn.


Borrow pic k mally!


Mally pulls something outof the hat that even I was not expecting. I was in a terrible conversation with a customer. A hot tempered one I must say. And the fact that I'm tired plus hungry doesn't help you know. I received an sms la. I was expecting a certain someone. I wasn't hoping to see MALLY on my hp AT ALL mind you. When I did, the first thing that come to mind, what she want ehh!?

"AMIR!" That's it. That's her sms. Ahuh. THAT SHORT. So instead of concentrating on what the customer was running her gums about, I was practically tinkering, what happened ehh? Like got HUGE HUGE news awaiting so so I simply replied, "WHAT?!".

ANNNNNDDD all of you wanna know the answer!??!?!?!



















I WANT TO BERAKKKKKK


HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! I put tha damn customer on hold and laugh my ass off for next 10 seconds ok! HHAHAHHHA! Ehhh mally! I work in a technical hotline not a BERAK hotline ok! HALO?! Hhahahahaa! Haaaa nice one ok!! Jeeeez. Nice of you to call by the way. And yup2, I do still remember that barney song. Kekekeke!

So so so....k done. I need sleep. Nyehhhh.


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