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Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =)



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At times, I don't need these things anymore, so I am selling them off at reasonable prices. =)


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Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 10:56 PM
Dissapointment Embrace

I uncovered an intriguing truth today. And I won't lie and say that I am all ok with it. I am not but I can't help but do nothing about it. No longer my responsibility but yet I still am hurt by what I know. Damn.

And now, looking at you give me this funny feeling. I don't know how to describe it but how I wish I could be numb and just not be bothered. Once I again, I can't do that to you 'cos I care a whole lot.

A promise is a promise am I right? Some people may say, promises, depends on the circumstances have the reason to be broken. I agree but when it comes to your pride and how do u say "harga diri" in malay(?), it does matter a whole lot in keeping that promise.

Ouh well, I'll shall try and forget what's been said and move on with life proper. It's not as if I can tell you what you can or not do anymore. All down to decision making on you yourself. I'm sorry. I care but here is as far as I come. I've made a promise I'll be there always in times of need, and I've proven it time after time. I got nothing else to prove. I don't know if you will be reading this, you know who you are, be safe ok. I hope you know your limit.

On a side note, I just kinda finish watching the 2007 VMAs. As much as I adores Britney Spears, her performance was horrendous. Lethargic and lazy I suppose? Ahuh. But I still find that lady have a beautiful smile.

The opposite of bad performance was a good one. Good is not a word I'm looking for. Let's use, SCINTILLATING-LY AMAZING POWERFUL HELLAOF a performance from Chris Brown with Wall to Wall. And Rihanna just have to step in and do her umbrella thingy la kan. Anyway, Chris Brown just bring the roof down, everyone was up on their feet and his moves were outof this planet mind you. HELL! Even P Diddy gave the kid a standing ovation! Jeeezz!

That's the only highlight that I found worth the watch. This year's was kinda boring though. Different performance at different places and so not, errrr watchable? Heh. Timberland got MASSIVE biceps. I swear if he put me on a headlock, my neck could snap just like a stick! Pffttt!

CHELSEA MAN UTD! C'mon MAN U! Mourinho no longer around but let's party and run riot! See you all around ok! Love ya!


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