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the writer  Hi, my name is AJ Junior. Just AJ will do. I am a skinny individual with the heart of a lion and wittines of a mouse. I have THE most loving fiancee EVER! I love making friends, so why not facebook me and be my friend. =) current play Class 95FM sellout gossips  dearest beloved friends archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 today's visits |
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 10:23 PM
Punch Me I Bleed Suddenly I feel all moody and lonely. It's a condemning feeling. Really. As I browse thru' your profile, everything literally flashes back in my mind. FUCK. If only I don't have that urge to look at your profile. Its a sickening feeling in the stomach. Am I that guy who's meant to be around and never to be loved? I'm liked by many and loved by none. But that love is something I have yearn for all these while. I too wanna get cuddly and feel the warmth in a cold cinema, get wet and wild by the beach and go to sleep head to head in a long bus ride. I miss having love around me. Life truly hasn't been the same. And I am still figuring out the real reason as to my existence. I'm sorry ya'll. Even me, yes ME, the guy who has been running around for his friends and always with that cheerful smile, bleeds. I feel pain. I do have tears. I do feel scared. I'm sorry I broke down....today. PS: I do smile abit today. Thank you. Thank you so much for reading you all. And since you are already down here, PLEASE VOTE for who do you prefer to listen to for next month. Aite?? Mucho loves! |